endearing ❣ spencer reid

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spence_r: Hello.

emmali: oh hey

emmali: whatcha up to?

spence_r: I'm supposed to be working on paperwork. Instead, I'm talking to you.

emmali: spencer...are u bored?

spence_r: Perhaps.

emmali: so ur talking to me ?????? me, a mere mortal ??????

spence_r: Talking to you is always entertaining. I enjoy it immensely.

emmali: ok sure

spence_r: What are you doing right now?

emmali: cleaning

spence_r: Any particular reason why?

emmali: first off, you grasping at straws for this conversation is strangely adorable

emmali: secondly, yes. my apartment is a MESS. I haven't cleaned it in like, two weeks

spence_r: I haven't cleaned in much longer. I'm rarely home.

emmali: I do a lot of work from home bc I'm a teacher, y'know? so I grade papers and write lesson plans and stuff

spence_r: Understandable.

spence_r: You never told me what you needed to say.

emmali: what?

spence_r: The day we played 20 questions.

emmali: oh yeah lol

emmali: it's not important don't worry

spence_r: Are you sure?

emmali: ya

emmali: u wanna finish that game of 20 questions?

spence_r: We already did, a week after we started.

emmali: oh yeah

emmali: my memory is shit

spence_r: Are you okay, Em?

spence_r: You seem...off.

emmali: I'm not having a good day spence

emmali: I was legit contemplating texting you when you texted

spence_r: Do you want to talk about it?

emmali: anything and everything right?

spence_r: Of course.

emmali: my mental health is a little shaky, tbh. I forgot to refill my prescription and so I'm just not feeling good

spence_r is typing...

emmali: don't worry about me spence

emmali: no one else does lol

spence_r: Emma, please don't talk like that.

ten minutes later...

spence_r: Emma?

emmali has logged off

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spence_r: Is it bad that I think about you so much?

spence_r: I'll see a cute animal and think, 'Emma would love that.' Or I'll read something and it just reminds me of you. Or I'll hear a song, or smell something, and all my thoughts turn to you.

spence_r: Is that bad?

emmali: nah

emmali: what's bad is that I probably think about you twice as much

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emmali: there's so much I want to tell you but I'm scared spence

emmali: what if you don't like me anymore?

spence_r: I don't think anything could stop me from liking you.

emmali: I'll tell you everything when we meet

spence_r: Okay.

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emmali: I'm such a loser

emmali: I miss you ???

emmali: bc we haven't talked in a few days like wtf

emmali: it's weird it's like my entire life just revolves around you now it's so gross

emmali: idk man

emmali: ignore me

spence_r: I miss you too, Em.

emmali: awwww

emmali: now I feel less gross thanks boo

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spence_r: Are you okay?

spence_r: I just can't stop thinking about you and last time we talked you were so distant.

emmali: I'm fine spence lol

emmali: I was just really tired

emmali: we're so gross why are we like this

spence_r: I don't know, Em. I don't think there's an explanation.

emmali: I have one but it's like ,,, super gross

spence_r: I'm listening.

emmali: maybe we're like .... in love

emmali: lol forget it haha i want to die

emmali has logged off

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a/n: i love them so much i'm screeching ??? arareid is rising !!!!!

no but seriously i would die for them oops