DEVIL.

t w o

don't let go of my hand, because i won't let you go forever.
-first love by bts

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you repeatedly tried to break down my walls.

but i told you multiple times, it is a bad idea.

i screamed at  you to stop and to leave me alone.

i don't want you to become like me.

but i am and will always be a terrible person,

and i let my selfishness take over me.

i gave up after a few months.

you successfully broke down my shell.

and now you are close, too close.

if only i pushed you away hard enough,

you would have never touched me

i am a devil : a horrible monster, evil and sinful.

searching for it's next prey and ruining lives.

you are an angel : a perfect masterpiece, so innocent and precious.

someone who doesn't deserve to live in this harsh, cruel world.

our worlds were not supposed to collide,

but somehow, they did.