DEVIL.

e i g h t

even if i hide, even if i disappear, it isn't erased.
-stigma by bts

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thank you for finally visiting me.

even though i had to wait for an entire year.

everything has changed, huh?

when you arrived at the mental hospital just to go see me,

i really wanted to cry.

how is life treating you, being an idol?

are you taking care of taehyungie well?

are your bandmates okay?

it was a complete surprise when they locked me in here,

they thought i was completely insane.

i am insane.

maybe i do have schizophrenia,

maybe i do hear voices from time to time,

but you know everything, i didn't murder father.

i heard somewhere that mother took all the money and ran away.

i really hope that she is finally happy after all those years of sadness.

i hope you're happy, even if i completely destroyed you.

please tell taehyung that he shouldn't put the blame on himself,

and that he shouldn't be sorry.

even if he had a terrible past, he has a bright future.

i didn't know that he has an amazing voice.

i still love you, you know?

live your life well, min yoongi.

even if you're a scarred angel,

scarred because of me, the devil.

-kim taesun