Those days being with you
made me realize
that I was falling for you.
Days that were so full of happiness and sadness.
Days that I would cherish the most.
Laughters and smiles that we've shared;
enjoying the moments when we were so close to each other.
Laughing about our problems;
talking about your interests
the times I had spent with you.
I can't help but always think about it.
With all of these memories together;
I still can't call you mine.
I was just a good friend to you.
A friend who always have your back.
Whom you can always lean on
when you're feeling down.
A friend who is secretly admiring you.
I can't help but feel jealous.
Jealousy that made me to stay away from you.
I am so hopeless on having you.
Feeling hopeless that leads me on avoiding you.
Because I already knew from the start that this was just a one sided love.
That nobody will catch me in the end.
That I will be the one hurting.
But at the end of the day;
I still kept on being with you.
Even though I told myself to stop loving you; by avoiding you.
There is something that draws me when I am near you.
I am still learning to accept the fact that you will never be mine.
And that I will just always be your friend,
The one who will still create memories with you.
Memories that I will create when you are still not taken away from me.
The one who will always love you deeply, truly, madly, and passionately.
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Midnight Thoughts
PoetryHave you ever experience being sad all of the sudden at the middle of the night, why not let all those emotions out with these poems that might help you feel a lil better. Just a compilations of my writings about what I feel or the things that are h...
