I always say to myself that I had enough
That I am so tired,frustrated, messed up and just plain crappy feelings I felt
But with all of those
Why did I let you enter this stitched heart of mine?
Why did I seek for your love and affection that time?
Is it maybe because I missed the feeling of being loved by others
Maybe because you were the one who showed me that I was good enough
The one who understood me when no one did before
But now you were the one who didn't understand me
As to what my mother said "Never wait for someone else to love yourself, for even best relationships don't last forever."
And there I was being such a fool as I always am
Who was head over heels to you
You who I have considered the center of my world
I was such a fool; a stupid fool
But you know what
I don't despite you that much
I am even thankful on having you
I just despite you for giving such a hard time to forget you
I can't forget the warmth of those arms that wrapped me at night
And that deep set of eyes and voice of yours in the morning
The calming feeling when I am with you
They all still live in my mind
Oh and I cant help but replay them
But you know what; I don't have a single regret on being with you
You are even the best mistake I have ever made
I am so glad that you've walked in my life
I feel so special fot the love that you have given me
I am so pleased that you have loved someone like me
And I am thankful of what you did to me made me a wiser person today
But I hope that one day you'll realize that you lost a diamond for a rock.
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Midnight Thoughts
PoetryHave you ever experience being sad all of the sudden at the middle of the night, why not let all those emotions out with these poems that might help you feel a lil better. Just a compilations of my writings about what I feel or the things that are h...
