forever. • JOSHLER

~10~

{A/N PHILLIP IS DYING AND NOW IM CRYING. GET READY FOR SOME SAD ASS WRITING}

~josh's pov~

his parents weren't home so i stayed with him

it was like 3 am so i hugged him one more time and fell asleep on the chair in his room

he told me all about his insecurities and his struggles with thoughts and depression and anxiety

it honestly made me fall deeper in love with him

i looked at him finally at peace and asleep

he's so attractive

i know i shouldn't think of my new best friend like that but i just couldn't help it

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~tyler's pov~

i woke to see josh on the chair in my room

i smiled 

i quickly closed my eyes when he woke up

he chuckled and looked at me

"tyler, we gotta get up"

i pretended to wake up

i gave josh some clothes while i got ready

we headed out the door after eating cereal

we both hopped in the car and i was driving

 "hey, tyler"

"yeah, josh"

"are you okay? i really care about you and your mental health"

"i'm okay, don't worry"

"just know you can talk to me"

"i know and you can talk to me"

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holla it's ya boii

so i'm gonna update every other day just cause i don't wanna get stressed out

also wow i wasn't as emotional as i thought i was gonna be this was actually kind of happy so...

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