Chapter 4

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I feel really depressed and I'm not sure if I am. My mother calls me bipolar and I'm partially a narcissistic whore.

I'd love to show you how I feel:

(Disclaimer: I don't own these pictures)

I would love and marry Totoro and I wish that he was real

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I would love and marry Totoro and I wish that he was real. If he was at my school I would completely disregard my failed relationships experience and ask him to date me (or just marry me).

 If he was at my school I would completely disregard my failed relationships experience and ask him to date me (or just marry me)

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I should be the one hugging Totoro, not Mei... he's so cute T^T (R.I.P.)

I feel jealousy.

I also really, really, really envy people with cool anime stuff and manga.

Like this:

I would compliment someone on their bag but I would secretly be crying my heart out with jealousy

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I would compliment someone on their bag but I would secretly be crying my heart out with jealousy.

When my birthday comes around I would consider asking for anime stuff.

I'm on the bus and I have to pee...

There are more people before my stop and I'm super anxious.

I'm off of school right now and I felt like taking a break from the usual story writing and third person point of views. I've decided for the torture of reading other's stories to be even more unbearable with the reading of my personal life and emotions.

I find it a bit ironic how I accuse my mother of being a robot and not having emotions and here I am feeling so many emotions at once.

Anxiety- I have to peeeeee... T^T

Jealousy- I want a Totoro backpack and anime stuff

Indifferent- meh

Yo estoy enferma y aburrida. Esta es terrible.

I'm also taking Spanish as one of my classes. Please help me practice in a foreign language. That would be much appreciated.

Please excuse any misspellings and/or missing letters within my letters as I am trying to post something as soon as possible. I haven't published anything in awhile and I'm feeling a bit anxious about it.

Hasta luego,

Pato Flores

(That's my spanish name since my teacher and everyone in my class knows that I'm obsessed with ducks <3)

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