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Dear Hoseok,

I wish I would have been there sooner, just a few seconds would have been enough. Enough to save what was the most important thing in my life, in the life of everyone.

I can't forgive myself for my tardiness.

I would do anything to see your smile again, anything to feel your skin again. The absence of warmth is hurting me, suffocating me from the inside, but also from the outside. It feels like breathing isn't an option anymore, and I can tell that I'm not the only one to feel this way. We all do.

I see it in their faces, we're all at the same page of the same book while you decided to open a new one.

I love you,
Namjoon