I always loved you(Jaden smith love story)

chapter 38: starting over

1 year later...

Raven pov

I haven't talked to Jaden in a year . It's really been hard I have to stop myself from calling him. I talked to willow well a few days after the break up. She was upset that I broke up with Jaden and said what I did was wrong and I shouldn't have broken up with him an that even though she don't really understand relationships but what me and Jaden had was real..she stopped talking to me after that ...But She was right... . It has been so many times I could have called him and asked to work this out but no I'm being a big Chicken. I was actually gonna call him a few months ago which was his 18th birthday... But then I found out he's engaged to this new star name Jasmine Monroe . I messed it up it's over he's over me but I'm not over him.... Only if I called him when I had the chance. Now.... I don't even know . I moved though me, and  my dad we still in the same part of California but just a different neighborhood!! I'll be moving in like two weeks though because that's when I turn 18 (by the way my birthday is really in two weeks I'm gonna be 16 :D )

*phone Rings *

Me: Hello?

willow: hey it's me....

Me: oh hi....

Willow: look let me just go straight to the point..I miss you and I wanna see you... Look Rae I know we haven't talked in like a year but it's been so hard without you I cry myself to sleep every night just because I know you're not my friend anymore it hurts really bad. Can you forgive me please

Me: why did you now call?

Willow: because I thought you didn't want to be my friend no more after that argument

Me: oh.. I forgive u

Willow : OMG yyayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Me: lol willow shut up

willow: Ha ok,  wanna hang out tomorrow?... I mean if you want to

Me: I want too

Willow : ok text me your new address so I can pick you up

Me: ok

Willow : oh yeah would you wanna go to Jaden house after we go hang out?

Me: Ummm I don't know about that.

Willow: come on I'll be there with you ya know the whole MSFTS Crew is gonna be there well... Not Kylie

Me: what happened

Willow: well after y'all break up he felt like she was the reason why..  Oh yeah and he put a restraining order on her,  Stella and zendaya and basically any other ex girlfriend who tried to break y'all up..

Me: wow I can't believe he did all that

Willow:  Yeah I know but I gotta go I'll see you tomorrow say around 2?!

Me: ok that's fine

*End of phone convo*

Wow I  can't believe he did all that.. For Me

*Next Day*

I woke up at noon and as usual I was by myself. I went to the bathroom and did my hygiene thing after a half hour I was done. I changed into my outfit for today.  I then did my hair and went downstairs. I didn't feel like making breakfast so I just ate a bowl of cereal. I was so nervous today I'm gonna see willow who I haven't seen in a year and Jaden my heart is pounding. I went to the living room and start watching TV. I looked at my phone and it was 2:00. Time do go fast when you don't want it too -____-

*knock * *knock*

I turned off the TV and went to answer the door. It was willow. She screamed in my ear and gave me the biggest hug ever I loved it. After a while of hugging we walked out to her car wow I can't believe she can drive now. We got in her car and drove off.

Willow : so ummm change of plans were just gonna go to Jaden's house

Me: no why

Willow:  because the spa I wanted to go to was full so we can just go to Jaden's it's OK we can go another time.

I sat in silence till we got there. We pulled up at what I believe was his house. I am so nervous.

Willow knocked on the door and one of Jaden's house keepers opened it.  Willow asked where everyone was and she said in the game Room.  As we approached the game room I stopped.

Willow: come on Rae it's OK

Me: I'm just really scared willow

Willow : I know  I know just breathe OK I'm here with you.

I smiled,  hugged  her and we walked in.

Jaden was playing the game with Teo and mosis but when I say my jaw dropped I mean like it dropped to the basement.  Jaden has gotten sooooooooooooooo much sexier. His face got more manly, lips got sexier,  and his body... No words . He said something to Teo omg  his voice got deeper.

Willow cleared her throat to get there attention and they paused the game. They turned around and were so shocked to see me.

Teo : sisterrrrrrrr

Teo Ran to me and picked me up and gave me a tight hug. Then came mosis he did the same. I looked up and saw jaden still in shock.

Me: Your not gonna give me a hug?

Jaden: oh yeah sorry

He got up and came and gave me a hug.  I missed hugging him.  We were hugging for a like 3 minutes. I pulled back. I wanted to kiss him but I had to remember that we're not together.

After that they turned off the game and we went to the living room.  We start watching TV waiting for everyone else to come. I kept seeing Jaden in the corner of my eye he just couldn't stop staring at me. And then finally he said

" Raven can I talk to you for a second"

I said sure and followed him to his room. 

Tbc........