Words of Oblivion

Stray Frantics

I'm Frantic

And you said

I'm always here for you

But when I was at my drastic

I came to you

Lost in my youth

And you reproved

Pushed me away

When I needed you the most

When I tried to tell you I was not okay

What happened to talk to me

When I was falling

You were mean

And I tried to wonder

Why you were clawing

I wasn't sturdy

Nor was I stable

You left me scared and wondering

Under the table

Why did you yell when I needed you to whisper

Why did you hold me down when I needed a lifter

I can't help but release whimper

Your just like a dreaded twister

You said you'd hold me

But instead you let me go

I can't stand the chains

That seem invisible

You switched so quick

I could never pick

I can't stand it anymore

U never let me adore

Your pushing me away

But I'm not ready to leave you

I don't want to be a stray  

**this is actually one of the first poems I had written when I started writing so don't judge but feel free to offer advice. Thanks :)**