Words of Oblivion

Stray Toy

Reality is no longer a wonder

You have kept me safe

I have found a way to escape

And now im under

But when you were gone

I was lost

Raided by indulgent thoughts

Soon to reveal its cementing cost

There is no fixing

There is no reviving

Ive been dragged down too far

To plan on renewing

So dont help me

Dont waste your healthy time

Let me go

Dont worry about me0

Until i fade awaY

Let me be

Let me drown

Dont worry bout me

I am too far down

I am better off

Without your lust

Because your after all

It was just you toying with my trust

Never was it my fate

Never my destiny

None of that childish fantasy

You have built barrier

A set of shattered glass

In my interior

You

Me

Society

Have created this horror

You have twisted my heart

So bent youve broken it apart

Created these cracks rancourously

Effortlessly

In me

To only find that you were the ones broken

You chose to take a piece of me

So that i may suffer

To have me wait longer

Until i dont need to wait anymore

There is no fixing for me

So now im left

Nothing to hold

Nothing to dine

Thats how i stand

But what do you care

Youve got the winning hand

Im better off gone

Than wandering lost

Nobody can fix me

Nobody can love a broken toy

I am a toy

You use me to play

But when I break

You throw me away

And once again

I am a stray