//Thanks to Seoulfamily and Kpoppable on ig for the covers <3//
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"Have you ever heard of an incubus?"
The voice, in a way, sounded sweet. It broke through the darkness and sent shivers down my spine. It made my head spin and made me swell with happiness all at the same time. I could feel the presence wasn't human, but then again, what could it be? That word, incubus, it has more meaning then you may think.
I lay on my back, staring up at the translucent boy. They say incubi are a form of demon, but he looked too perfect to be a demon. He had dark brown hair, and the cutest smirk.
"My dear, that's exactly what I am. You're curious aren't you?"
He leaned in, his breath hot yet sending shivers throughout my body. He whispered into my ear with the softest tone.
"I've chosen you."
With that he started planting kisses down my body, his hands icy but soft. He nipped at my neck and I couldn't help but let out a small squeal. His lips locked with mine, his tongue slid into my mouth and across my teeth. He seemed to be warming up the more the actions intensified. It was pitch black in the room yet somehow I could see him, every perfect part of his complexion seemed to glow.
He slid his hand under my shirt and up, pulling everything off at once. He threw his own shirt across the room. I didn't know much about incubi but I didn't think that they were just like humans. In a way it seemed so perfect, but then so wrong at the same time. His breath came out in short gasps as he pulled down my pajama pants.
He took off his jeans, unbuttoning them and sliding them to his ankles, leaving them to hang off the edge of the bed. He smirked as he pinned me down by my shoulders. I wasn't prepared for this, I wasn't expecting this, I just all of the sudden woke up at 2 AM and he was standing above me, watching me with that perfect expression.
"You know enough about my kind to understand what I'm going to do don't you?"
Of course I do. I just wondered if maybe Wikipedia articles had missed anything like 'they have the ability to read thoughts' I feel like he was infiltrating my brain.
He shoved his member inside of me, I let out a loud groan and he pushed it in deeper. He moaned as I clawed at his back. He continued to plant kisses along my body, locking his lips with mine to keep me quiet. His hand slid down my leg as he shoved himself fully inside of me. I struggled for breath as I felt his body tense and he released. The warm liquid filled me and my thoughts calmed as he pulled out.
"Do you know why I chose you?"
His tone was hushed as he leaned over and kissed my forehead.
"Because you're perfect."
With that, he disappeared in the night, leaving me shivering alone.
I woke with a start, seeing the sunlight coming in through my window. I quickly got up, running out of my room and into the bathroom. Staring at myself. I feel different. Was that even real? Do I look different? It's really hard to tell, and I just.... What happened?
I ran back to my room, throwing on the school uniform and leaving the house as quickly as possible. My parents were taking a "vacation" in the Philippines meaning I didn't have anyone around to nag me, or hear me at night if the case occurred.
I went as fast as I could, sprinting through the school entrance and toward the library, scanning the shelves and finding the first dictionary I saw.
I looked up the definition.
Incubus:
1. an imaginary demon or evil spirit supposed to descend upon sleeping persons
2. a nightmare.
3. something that weighs upon or oppresses one like a nightmare.
Imaginary? Nightmare? So it wasn't real?
I felt a breeze, lifting the pages of the book. I was inside. Last I checked no windows weren't open when it was only 3 degrees outside.
"I'm very real."
It was the same voice, the same whisper.
I looked up and saw him sitting there, only for a second, smiling at me.
I knew instantly that I would see him again tonight.
I waited the rest of the day, always feeling a cold presence surrounding me. Finally, night came. I decided to stay up, to wait. They can't visit you if they're only nightmares right? Maybe it would keep him away.
"Jagi,"
I spun from staring into the mirror to staring at a tall boy. He seemed so calm.
I backed away as much as possible, my legs hitting the desk. He leaned in. His breath smelled of vanilla.
"Are you scared of me?"
I nodded, glancing at the clock. It read 12 AM. How did he come, even though I was awake?
I leaned back as he came closer, insisting his presence upon me. His arm wrapped around me as he gave me a soft smile, pressing his lips against mine gently.
Am I really awake?
It's so hard to tell.
"You were thinking about me today. You know I was there. I can haunt you, forever."
For the first time, I said something to him.
"What if I don't want you to haunt me? I don't want this to happen for the rest of my life."
He chuckled.
"You don't have a choice."
He pulled me up, throwing me onto the bed. I gasped as I fell and he climbed on top of me, grabbing my wrists. He pinned them to the bed and kissed my neck, nipping at the skin gently. He unbuttoned my shirt one by one, sliding it off my shoulders and kissing me lightly. He pushed his lips against mine. I gave in. What could I do? I can't fight against a nightmare. It was as if he cast a spell upon me. I can only see him as perfect no matter what he tries to do to me.
His hand slid down my chest, his tongue went across my bottom lip. He pulled away, sliding my pants down. It already seemed to familiar to have him touching me. He smirked, licking his lips as his hair hung in his eyes. He was picture perfect.
"Y'know, this isn't what I actually look like."
I stared up at him. He really can read my mind can't he?
He glanced down.
"My true form is much worse than this. You only see me as you wish to."
"What do you mean?"
His lips connected with mine again and he pulled away reluctantly, only centimeters from my face as he stared into my eyes.
"It's morning already. I'll be with you today my love, you won't forget me, not for today, not for tomorrow, I'll be here forever, I'll love you forever. Farewell until dark."
