I can't believe that I'm starting to go back to my old way. Something that I'd promised that I'd stop. Seems like I can't keep that promise. I've gone back to cutting agin I promised I would stop, but I can't it's too hard to stop. I have no one to help me, no one understands me. Why? Why don't people understand me? Why can't they help me when I need their help? Why does everyone leave me when I most need them? I have too many questions that need answers. Why can't I find the answers?
