I Just Wanna Eat Myself

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Chew it up and spit it out,
   The taste of my blood is delicious, no doubt.
I'll rip the skin off my body,
   And shove it down my throat.
The monsters that live in me,
   I'm soon going to to embody.
I can feel the skin on my teeth,
   Leave me alone to bleed under the sheets.
I don't care what happens to me next,
   I'll do whatever it takes to make me feel my best.
Come on baby, close your eyes,
   So you don't have to watch me fall to my demise.
It's just a little curse, oh can't you see?
   All these urges are smothering me.
You hope it's not what I wanted to be,
   But all of this just sets me free.
Don't you try to come to my rescue,
   I don't want any help from you.
Blood on my hands, aching body,
   My heart is still pumping,
Please don't leave me,
   I fucking hate myself,
I'll risk it all,
   Ripping my skin off,
Take me off this high held shelf,
   Because I just want to eat myself.

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