Letting tears fall on the paper/ Looking for a way out/
I let myself fall in too deep/ Even with my doubts/
I was broken/ And you hurt me/
It was too short lived/ And you let me believe/
Pre1: I didn't think I would let it get this far/ But here I am/ Looking at my scars/
Chr1: You broke me/ You told me/ That pain was all I would feel/ Was like you threatened my life/ Like you stabbed me with a knife/ Made me realize what was real/ And when the rain pours down/ When the thunder makes that sound/ You weren't understanding/ You are something I never want to be/ How dare you/ For hurting me/
Your smile gives me a sense of peace/ And I wanted to make you proud/
But that's when you started yelling/ When I know I let you down/
I will never be the perfect daughter/ Not even close/
Deep down inside I want to cry/ And one day you'll let me go/
Pre2: I didn't think I would let it get this far/ But here I am/ And I wonder were we are/
Chr2: You promised me/ You told me/ That it would never come down to this/ Now what can I think/ We are on the brink/ You're something that I will miss/ And when the rain pours down/ When the thunder makes that sound/ When the lightning cracks/ And I leave like that/ I am gone/ And I won't come back/
My life has never been as easy as it seems/ And maybe that is why some people judge me/ But they will never know that pain/ I'll leave them behind/ When it rains/ I used to cry/
Pre3: I am sitting here wondering were the hell we are/ And here I am/ Glad you are so far/
Chr3: I promised myself/ I told myself/ That it would never come down to this/ Now I am strong/ But I haven't moved on/ You're still something that I will always miss/ But I hope you don't miss me yet/ And when you start to regret/ When you think back/ And I leave like that/ I am gone/ And I won't come back/
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A.N.
This song is about three people. V1-Pre1 is about kid who bullied me when I was young. He is about 2 years older than me, but today (we go to the same school) he can't even look at me. Chr1-V2 is about my father. Nothing to explain there. Pre3-Chr3 is about my ex and how he hurt me, but how he helped me grow. He has really stood by me and I have no idea where I would be without him.
Anyways, I hope you like the song. Let me know if you want me to sing it (Don't want to but willing).
Thank you guys!
~Isabella Thomas <3
Kisses
