Drag Queen • Joshler

Chapter 5

In the end, Josh decided to actually post one of the pictures.

He posted the one where Tyler was lying in between the flowers on Instagram with the caption

"found a pretty boy in a flower field"

When Tyler saw the post he was blushing like crazy, smacking Josh on the arms repeatedly and giggling for around fifteen minutes straight.

The picture soon became internet famous.

But Josh seemed to find more insults in the comments below than anything positive or nice.

He was surfing the net just out of curiosity about what's going on in the world. He stumbled upon millions of articles about Tyler's clothing and the picture he posted. People were mostly saying how Tyler is an attention seeker, how a number one album, number one singles and a Grammy aren't enough for him.

Josh knew that wasn't the truth, but he was sad about what people were saying. He didn't want the world to have such image of Tyler.

Tyler's clothing change was a bad idea.

Josh would never deny Tyler's beauty. Tyler looked amazing in the clothes he's been wearing lately. But it was bad for him public image.

It was around 1am. Josh was on his laptop for good four and a half hours. Then again, Tyler's been in the bathroom for two hours, maybe even more.

Josh had his headphones on and was listening to the full Save Rock And Roll album with a few added unreleased demos Pete had sent just for him to hear. Josh didn't hear the bathroom door opening and closing when Tyler exited the bathroom.

Suddenly, two thin yet muscular arms wrapped themselves around Josh's neck, much to Josh's surprise. Josh jumped a bit, but a bit enough for his headphones to fly off his head.

"Tyler!" Josh was panting "You scared me"

Tyler chuckled "Sorry"

"It's okay" Josh caught his breath and calmed down, putting his headphones back on.

"Seriously?"

Josh managed to hear Tyler's word of question before he got to turn the music back on. He lowered his headphones to hang around his neck.

"What?" Josh asked.

"Take those off, shut the laptop and come to bed with me" Tyler said, crawling onto the bed backwards.

Josh gulped.

"C'mon, daddy, don't leave me waiting" Tyler purred.

That's it. Josh is dead inside.

"Tyler..." Josh couldn't talk straight. He was just now getting to notice what Tyler was wearing and that acknowledgment only made his pants rise up higher.

Tyler had babypink, laced panties and color-matching suspenders (or braces, whatever you call them). His tan skin and rosy, plump lips complimented the little of clothes he had on perfectly. He was kneeling on the bed; the duvet messy around him.

Josh really wanted to take his camera out now. And maybe something else too...

Anyway, push that thought out, he was gonna have to make an edit based on this memory.

Josh gulped again, trying to hold back a  moan.

Tyler grinned, trying to prevent himself from laughing.

Josh inhaled shakily before shutting the laptop close and leaving his headphones on top of it. He stood up; his knees were weak.

Tyler finally let out a laugh, but he kept it soft "C'mon Josh, I wanna sleep"

Josh exhaled in relief "Teasing is no fun, Tyler"

Tyler chuckled "Sure it is"

"It's really not"

"Oh, c'mon, Josh" Tyler lied down and cuddled into the duvet like a kitten "Chill a bit. Relax"

"How am I supposed to relax, Tyler? You know I have feelings for you and I want- I love you so much and I dream about dating you, but you've got Jenna and you guys are married and you love each other am I'm gonna be forever alone and there's nothing I can do about anything I'm so pathetic I make edits of you and me having sex because that's all I really want- I want to be close to you and call you mine and I want you to love me and-" Josh was rambling so fast; his words were hard to understand.

But Tyler was a good listener.

"Wait" Tyler sat up and stopped Josh's ramble "You love me?"

Josh's mouth pressed shut when he heard the question and realized what he said. His eyes watered very fast and he made large steps as he went into the bathroom; once he shut the door loudly, he was a crying mess. He sat on the closed toilet, just crying and thinking about how stupid he is.

Tyler was still sitting on the bed in decent-sized shock. He rubbed his eyes with his fingertips "Oh God"

Tyler could hear Josh's sobs through the closed door and he felt so bad. He just wanted to have some fun, he had no idea Josh actually liked him this much.

Tyler got off the bed and approached Josh's suitcase. The clothes in his own suitcase weren't appropriate for the moment. He took out a white, oversized T-shirt and pulled it on. It was very big on him and thankfully covered his panties.

He sighed when he stood in front of the bathroom door. He shyly rose his hand and hesitantly knocked on the door.

"Josh? Josh, please don't cry. It-It's alright. I'm not- I'm not mad at you if that's what you think. Just, come out so we can talk, yeah? Let's just talk this through. We'll be alright, I promise"