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Hi, Vic pulled me on stage when i saw ptv 3/10/17& that pic is me& Viccy ♡♡ the last chapter was short, so this one is 1100 words, enjoy my shîtty writing.

💧Trigger warning💧
Kellin's POV.

        Vic took me to the mall so I could use my Bath & Body Works coupon before it had expired. And right as I walked into the door of the mall, I realized I left my phone at home. Great. After realizing I had been lost in thought, I broke into a light jog so I could catch up to Vic. How does someone with such short legs run so freaking fast. "Kells!" I hear making me jump and look over at Vic. "Do you want something to eat?" He asked with confusion covering his face. Oh God yes, I'm starving. "No, I'm not hungry, thanks though."

          Vic stares at me with a face that said 'bitch please'. Before walking away, leaving me there, confused and scared. Is he mad at me now?! Nice going Kellin, you're such a  stupid fat piece of-."Kellin, come sit!" I hear getting pulled out my self-scolding, before I walk over to the table and sit next to Vic. "I'm just waiting for them to finish the food, let me know if you hear 261, that's our number." He said lightly before pulling out his phone and checking old messages.

             "261!" I hear a deep voice call out. Vic then stands up and goes to the counter of Chick-fil-A, grabbing a tray filled with food that caused my stomach to let out the most unattractive growl ever. I look down with a blush on my face. Vic sits down next to me and slides over a sandwich and a napkin covered in fries. "O-oh..no that's okay, I'm not hungry." I say nervously. He turns his whole body to face me and gives me a look that assures me he's not amused.

         Even with him staring at me,I was sticking by my plan, don't eat until I'm less of a fat âss. "Eat....Eat. EAT Kellin!" He loses his temper and yells the last two words causing me to jump and look down at the food, mumbling a small 'fine'. Vic smiles at my response and begins eating his own food. I poke at the sandwich for a while till Vic notices and raises his eyebrows and gives me a stern look. Fûck my life. I slowly lift the sandwich and take one of the smallest bites I could. "I swear to fûcking god Kellin, will you just eat?" I sassily cross my arms, "I am! I just took a bite, plus I told you I'm not hungry!." "Well that's a fucking lie! I know you better than that Kellin, just stop lying to me and eat!" He exclaimed in frustration.

          With a lump in my throat and tears gathering in my eyes, I forced myself to eat the food, knowing I'd have to make myself throw it up earlier, to ensure I don't gain more weight. You most definitely don't need that. "Vic?" I ask shyly hoping he's not mad at me anymore. "Yeah Kells?"  "C-could we head back to the house? Please..?" He furrowed his eyebrows before flashing me an assuring smile. "Of course, let's go."

           The car ride was mostly silent except for Vic playing a few MGK songs, to which I of course sang along to because...it's MGK obviously. Getting out of the car, I grab my shopping bags and rush inside, skipping up the stairs. I go into my room and set the bags on my bed before making my way towards the bathroom, and on the way I couldn't hear a single sound, Vic must have decided to stay outside. With one last final sigh, I go into the bathroom, nearly forgetting to close the door behind me.

           I get onto my knees and hunch my body over the toilet bowl, shoving my fingers down my throat. With my middle finger continuously pushing on my sensitive uvula, my body eventually gives in and I feel the liquids in my stomach rise. I finally finished a fit of clenching stomach muscles and involuntary release of food and stomach acid. Taking a moment to catch my breath, I begin the process all over again, shoving the fingers from my other hand down my throat. After emptying all contents of my stomach is sit back on the cold bathroom tiles, and look to my left, seeing Vic standing in the door frame with his jaw hanging slightly ajar. "V-"  "How could you Kellin?! Why would you do this to yourself?!" I open my mouth to respond, but all that comes out is a chocked sob, my hands shoot up to my face as streams of hot tears invade my face.

       Vic wraps his arms around me as I quietly sobbed into his chest. "Kellin." Vic said in a stern voice, I automatically understood what he was saying and I looked down and sighed. "I-i just want to....to be skinny, b-because then maybe s-someone could love me." I said with a quiet voice, being interrupted by soft hiccups every few words.

          "Kellin...why would you think any of that?" He asked, as a single tear rolled down his soft tan cheek. "I-i just...Chris was my last hope for love, I mean..honestly I just thought he had truly loved me a-and when he told me he didn't and called me fat and stupid...it just made me realize he's right and if I'm ever gonna find love again, I'm gonna have to change myself." His face had a deep frown now smacked on it. "Kells, you're amazing, so so amazing, you don't have to change a single thing about yourself for the right people." I nod with a sad smile on my face. "I-im sorry Vic."  I whispered out, feeling my eyes become heavier as the emotional exhaustion takes a toll on me. "Don't apologize to me darling. Apologize to yourself, you don't deserve any of what you've been put through." He says staring at me, his pecan brown eyes, filled with sadness and emotion. I try my hardest to stay awake but my eyes become heavier until I can't fight the sleep, my body so badly needs.

Vic's POV.

I feel Kellin's body slack and I look down to him calmly sleeping. I lift him and stand up with him in my arms, walking across the hallway to his room. I pull back the blankets and lay him on the cold sheets. I grab the blankets, pulling them up to his small chest and leaving a small kiss on his soft cheek.

Hello lovelies, my last chapter was short af, so I figured I should make this one longer, anywaysss, how is everyone? You guys good? You guys are great and deserve nothing but happiness.♡stay cute♡