I Puke Rainbows & Other Gross Stuff

to speak or not to speak

With new acquaintances

me: *stays silent*

them: why don't you talk to us?

them: anong problema mo?

them: ayaw mo naman kaming kasama eh

With new acquaintances v.2

me: *talks about anything under the sun including obsessions, passion, opinion about all that shit, etc.*

them: ohhh

them: uhhh

them: *avoid the creep forever*

When you're just being yourself, some people tend to have negative judgments towards your words and reactions. (or even the lack thereof) Tapos, kapag sinubukan mo rin namang maging iba just for the sake of trying, ganoon pa rin naman. They still do have negative judgments.

'Pag tahimik, tingin nila ang sungit, ayaw makisama at weirdo. Kapag madaldal at palakwento ng mga kung anu-ano, creepy naman kaya lalayuan na lang.

I'm usually the silent-type of person but I try to be sociable sometimes. Hindi lang ata talaga tumutugma sa mga taong nakakausap ko.

Well, I am sick of this. So much for trying to be sociable af. I'll probably just stay quiet forever.

03.28.17