I am back

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by park_kinkmin

by park_kinkmin

“Thank you
guys, so much for watching this episode. If you liked it, punch that like
button in the face, LIKE A BOSS!! And! High fives all around. wapsh wapsh.. But
thank you guys, and I will see all you dudes IN THE NEXT VIDEO!” you shout Jack’s
outro along with him after another episode of “Night In The Woods”, your
favorite gameplay at the moment, played by your favorite youtuber of all times.
It’s getting pretty late and since you have school tomorrow, you decide to get
off the internet and call it a night. When you were about to fall asleep you
hear your phone buzzing. You usually turn off the Wi-Fi before sleeping so you
don’t get any notifications but for whatever reason you forgot to turn it off
that night. When you look at your phone, half asleep, you see a lot of tweets
from your favorite youtubers. They all seemed to be talking about Jack. Your curiosity
took the best of you and you decided to see what the hell was going on. What you
read next almost makes you drop your phone and scream your lungs out… but
instead, you cling onto your device with all your strength while silent tear
run down your cheeks. You couldn’t believe what you’ve just read… Jack, he… he
died in a car accident on his way home… No. This can’t be true. You spend the
rest of the night silently crying and watching everyone else’s reactions to
these awful news on Tumblr, on twitter, everywhere. Everyone is completely devastated.
Everyone is completely broken. They just lost someone who meant the world to
them.

You lost the person who taught you how to smile again
after so many years of frowns and tears.
You lost the person who almost made you go deaf the
first time you watched their videos.

You lost the person you considered a friend, a person
to cheer you on and believe in you.

The next day you couldn’t bear to go to school so your
mother let you stay at home. As you expected, no one posted a video on that
day. Like you, everyone else was mourning Jack’s death…

…

It’s been two years since Jack was killed in a car
accident. The first few months were the worst but you managed to somewhat get
over it with the help of the community. You all stayed together in that time of
need. You all supported each other and you all were shoulders to cry on to each
other. It took a few weeks for the other youtubers who were friends with jack
to actually start posting videos again and even then, the first few ones you
could see the sadness in their face and the lack of sleep in their eyes. You completely
lost it when you saw Pewdiepie and Markiplier burst into tears in one of their
videos right before it ended. Even though jack didn’t post anything anymore and
the channel has been inactive since he was gone, you were still subscribed to
him. People all around YouTube were still actually subscribing to him and
commenting on his videos saying kind words to the old fans. If he was alive, he
would be celebrating his 50 million milestone that day. You know the video
would be a blast as it always was.

Today was the day that marked Jack’s death, two years
ago.

You’re in your room, scrolling through Tumblr and
reblogging all the things you liked, when you get a notification on your phone.
You thought it was just your best friend saying good night as she usually does
before going to sleep, but when you looked at the phone’s screen, you went
completely pale. It takes you some seconds to react but as soon as you regain
your color you open a new tab on your laptop at the speed of light and go on YouTube.
you immediately click on Jacksepticeye’s name.

There’s a livestream on his channel.

Six million people are watching.

The chatroom is going crazy, and after a few seconds
it even crashes.

All you can see is a
black screen. And hear some static.

No one had access to Jack’s
account so how can this be happening. Suddenly YouTube crashes but you quickly
open another tab, go on YouTube and click on jacksepticeye’s channel.

Wait.

Where are all his videos?

They’re all gone.

There’s only the black
screen livestream left.

You could feel chills
running down your spine. Something was wrong, you could feel it.

Despite the horrible
feeling and fear, you decide to click on the livestream video and put it on full
screen.

You stared at your black
computer screen for almost ten minutes and nothing had happened yet. But when
you were about to give up and click out of the video, you heard something that
almost made your heart stop…

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