Wishing For Mind Peace

L o c k e d d i a r y

A disadvantage of being the owner of a mind, is that you are the only person who knows what's going on in there. You could paste on a fake smile and people would immediately believe that you're happy, while you aren't.

Some feelings that I have are so complex to describe and that's why I often keep them to myself. As much as I wish to let people understand what I feel, I always think that no one will ever understand.

And yes, that is true. You can make an attempt at describing your emotions to someone and the person could get you. But once again, the only person who can know what's really going on, is you. And that can be depressing.

I've found trustworthy people who claim they experience the exact same things that I do, and that's honestly one of the best feelings. The feeling that there are people who understand you. The feeling that you can finally pour your heart out to someone, and that load is finally of off your shoulders.

Though, nobody can fully know what you feel. And you can't fully know what others feel, either. Because it's all in that invisible place up there, the mind. The locked diary.