Wishing For Mind Peace

H o p e l e s s

I just want to cry. Let the salty drops roll over my cheek and just let myself go. I feel hopeless. Like there's nothing else possible. Like no one will help me, no one understands me.

People are complete hypocrites. They want to know what's up, and if you don't tell them they'll get dissppointed, or mad. And if you finally make an effort to pour your heart out, they'll see you as a complete psycho. It's truly frustrating.

Why can't I just put a gun to my head so it's all done? So there's nothing to worry about anymore? That's right. You'll get labeled as selfish and that you're exaggerating. Because they never knew what's really going on in that mind of yours. And it's freaking difficult to formulate words of those thoughts and tell people. It's just... really hard. Everything is.

I'm feeling really down and I just let everything out. Sorry if it's too depressing.