의미 없는 농담 주고받는 대화
사람들 틈에 난 아무렇지 않아 보여
무딘 척 웃음을 지어 보이며
너란 그늘을 애써 외면해보지만
between the meaningless jokes, back-and-forth conversations
and all the people, i look like i'm fine.
i pretend to be numb and I try to smile.
머릴 질끈 묶은 채
어지러운 방을 정리해
찾고 있어 somethin' new
with my hair tightly tied up
i'm cleaning up my messy room,
i'm looking for somethin' new
가끔 이렇게 감당할 수 없는
뭐라도 해야 할 것만 같은 기분에
괜히 움직이곤 해
sometimes i get this overwhelming feeling
of having to do something
so i move around for no reason
하루 한 달 일 년 그쯤이면
웃으며 추억할 거라 했지만
when one day, one month, one year passes,
you said you'd probably smile and reminisce but
나는 아니야
쉽지 않을 것 같아
여전하게도 넌 내 하루하루를 채우고
not me,
it won't be easy for me
still, you fill up my days
아직은 아니야
바보처럼 되뇌는 나
입가에 맴도는 말을 삼킬 수 없어
not yet
i tell myself, like a fool
i can't swallow the words that linger in my mouth.
it's not fine.
-- lyrics from fine by taeyoen because basically the whole album is gold.
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(( hello everyone! so basically i'm just saying that you can request a writing. jadi silahkan komen aja kira-kira kalian mau aku nulis tentang apa atau mau aku share kutipan dari lagu atau film atau apalah. huehehe. i'll be waiting! ))
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
memoir(^○^)
Randomand i'll give away a thousand days just to have another one with you. (a scribbled down wound of a pessimistic seventeen).
