Amourshipping One Shots [editing]

An Attempt At An Explanation

I keep making these due dates for myself and my god I need to stop lol. It's just at the time I felt like I could do it. I felt like writing. I felt excited. And now here I am.

The reason I stopped writing, the reason it became a hassle, wasn't because I was distracted socializing. And that could be some of it, but it wasn't all of it.

I've been doing my research. Trying to search for different possibilities. Now I'm not too confident as to tell my mother or family and friends about it yet, but I'm 70% certain I'm depressed and have been depressed. And it was the reason for me losing passion in the things I loved, my schoolwork, and many other things such as my relationships. Moderate to severe depression is just an estimation. Of course I haven't been seen by a doctor just yet, but I've tried to take a lot of official tests I could find online that are used by actual patients.

I'm only guessing it all really started from the stress and anxiety I received from school. My mom would say it was her and my father that caused it, but I never really took notice to them or anything else. It was really only school.

The reason I tried to search up different disorders like anxiety disorder and all sorts of stuff is because I was getting tired of experiencing all these symptoms. I wanted to enjoy writing again. I wanted to stop feeling so empty more than half my time. I just wanted to feel happy again. And of course you can't be happy nonstop, but this was something that was excessive. It was and still is to the point where I'm exhausted of just feeling the way I do.

Now if I do have it, I'm not taking any freaking stupid drugs or or anything like that unless I end up needing it really bad. I'll just be trying to get better by doing natural exercises and activities and stuff. Right now I'm just stressed and full of anxiety all the time for no reason and yeah. I hope you guys can understand. This doesn't mean what I promised to be updated won't be. But maybe a little later. Like perhaps a few days later than expected. And sorry for always filling these stupid books with nonsense instead of actual content.

Oh and

Fight me bro *^*

And say hi to my birb

Her name is Sherbert.

You know

The mispronunciation of Sherbet

But it sounds cuter with an R =u=

We named her that because she looks as though she's made up of Sherbet ice cream. You can't really see it too well in the pictures, but she's all pastel besides her head that's a really bright yellow and it's so pretty *^*

Here's a better picture ig lol but this was taken when see was in the store cage that had deep blue lights

Also should this be a thing

Because I have too many photos and edits that I'm tired of just keeping in my camera roll XD