Our little secret (CamilaΔYou) (COMPLETED)

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I let out a sob covering my mouth with my hand so I wouldn't wake anyone up. I don't know why I'm crying but just everything going on in my life is really fucking me up.

I can't get the thought out my head. Camila took my virginity and I didn't want her too. That is something that I can't get back.

Is it wrong that I'm crying?

Is it stupid?

"Why the fuck are you crying" I heard someone whispered. I looked at me to see Camila.

Her hair was in a messy bun and she was wearing joggers and a sports bra.

"You fucking woke me up" she spoke harshly waking over to me and grabbing my jaw roughly.

"I-I'm sorry"

"Shut up before you wake up the girls, do I have to give you something to actually cry about?...I have to get up at 8 in the morning so shut fuck up"

She walked away "o-oh hey Dinah w-why are you up?"

"Just got up for some water" I watched as Dinah gave Camila a tight smile before going to the kitchen part of the bus.

Once Camila left out I quickly wiped my tears.

I could feel Dinah eyes on me as I stared down at my feet.

After 5 minutes of silence, She spoke. "you just going to let her talk to you like that?"

I didn't speak she came over to me and squat in front of me so that I was looking in her eyes.

"Y/n?" I wiped my tears that were still falling "Y/n what's going on? With you and Camila?"

"Not-"

"Don't lie to me I saw what she did and I heard what she just said so tell me" I sigh "I-I" she wipe the tears from my cheeks "tell me"

"Ok but you have to promise not to say a word" I whispered she nods getting onto her knees holding on to my hands.

"I promise" I took a breath

"Camila she" I paused closing my eyes "she beats me"

"What?"

"You probably won't believe me but she beats me, s-she's been doing it for awhile now...she was the one who broke my hand and the one who gave me the bruise o-on my neck s-she" I held back a sob "s-she made me have sex with her two nights ago and I didn't want too"

My lips tremble, she pulled me into a hug as I cried into her shoulder. "Please don't tell anyone please don't Dinah please don't" I begged to pull away.

"Y/n.." she trails off "I can't just keep this a secret"

"Dinah please you promised"

She cups my cheeks "do you know how dangerous this is? Y/n what if something goes wrong...she could hit you in the head Y/n and one wrong blow and you could be gone" tears were falling forming in her eyes.

"I got this under control ok" a tear fell down her cheek she nods kissing my forehead.

"Thank you for telling me" .........