I Don't Know How To Feel...

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I feel weird and sad. I want to say something but I kinda can't because it's just I'm confused about a bunch of stuff in the past. I can't really get over it. I feel really hurt and upset inside, but on the outside, I try to be really happy and positive because I feel like I'm negative most of the time. For some reason, I think today's going to be well. In a other way, I think today's going to be horrible. I have amazing friends who really get me, I just can't say anything to them. Life's complicated. I know that. It's awkward. I feel like the awkwardness isn't a phase. I'm going to be socially awkward probably for the rest of my life. That's really why I'm not exactly loved by many. I know I've said this a million times before but it hurts knowing that behind your back, people call you hurtful names, just because you aren't like them.

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