Chapter 21

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I walked in my room still angry he didn't intended to tell me.I was so angry I broke down as I walked over to my bed

"Lily?you OK?" Ruth asked coming into the room as I trued to wipe my tears not wanting to look weak in front of her

"What do you think?"I asked bitterly as I sat on my bed while she sat beside me

.I mean come on wouldn't you be angry if you found out your boyfriend and so called new family kept the truth about your mother from you even if they tried to protect you they could at least told me instead of hiding it from me

"I'm sorry OK I couldn't say but ...what do you want to know?" She questioned

"Everything" I say then she looked away making me sigh "P-please "I cried but she shook her head looking as if she's on the brim of tears but i only made me angry she wasn't going to tell me anything so why bother ask ?! She  was not to cry but me I'm the one feeling pain not her

"I...can't..." She looked down "why?!" I shouted crying even more but as she went to comfort me I got up

"Lil-" but I cut her off

"Get out!" I say before i knew the words were out my mouth leaving me shocked with the same impression as her making her get up then asked with a shocked look "what?"

"GET OUT !!!" I yelled pointing to the door as more tears came down my face and this time I knew what I  was saying

She walked out the door but not before taking a glance from my side .I hated when my anger turned into tears ,it made me seem weak but as I wiped my tears I heard Ruth

"This is your fault!" She shouted then I heard Victor "I know goddammit just get out!!!!!" 

"Fuxk you !" I heard Ruth once again before a door being slam and with that I crawled into my new bed which wasn't that comfortable as Victor wasn't there to hold me

I shook my head I need to stop thinking about him I thought to my self

I then spent the rest of the day locked up in my room crying my eyes out hungry and frustrated even though Josh, Ruth and the other tried tried to get me to eat which I refused but one thigh was on my mind

Victor he didn't care to come

I fell asleep crying

I woke up being hungry due to me not eating and I really didn't want to face none of them even though I will but I didn't want to at the moment

I looked I've to the clock realizing it was 3:30 am in the morning which meant no one was wake I sighed in relief thinking I wouldn't see anyone as I made my way to the door but as I opened the door  the sight I saw made my heart swell

It was Victor

He was laying in my doorway sleeping his eyes were red and puff because he was crying .he was crying for me and even though I want to wake up and kiss him sense less I didn't

I walked past him into the kitchen.I looked into the fridge searching foro something to drink with the sandwiches I made but jumped hearing "you OK?"

I held my heart turning around only to see Victor in the doorway "yes I'm fine'" then turned back looking for the drink which I found in the corner

I turned away closing the door only for my breathe to be hitched in my throat as Victor wasn't at the doorway anymore but an inch away from me

"W-what are you doing?" I questioned nervously cause even though I'm angry at him I am still intimidated by him

"Please...." He said leaning closer to my face before saying as he leaned closer "just...let ...me .." Then u realised he wanted to kiss me but I didn't want that as if I would kiss him I would just melt in him showing him he still has an effect on him

His lips were an inch from mine but before I could protest his lips were on mine moving in sync .oh my god I missed them

I pulled back remembering why I was angry at first even though I still wanted to kiss him badly

"No..no..no!" I pushed him away blinking my tears away  as I made my way back to my room  where I fell asleep wondering why does he do this to me

Once again I woke up but this time running to the bathroom vomiting out my guts

My hair was pulled back after a sudden as I emptied my guts.looking up I saw Ruth holding my hair back. "Thanks" I say getting up as she stood there awkwardly thinking that i was still angry from our last conversation  but i wasnt angry at anyone anymore but one person.victor. I waited for her to speak I started to brush my teeth

"Victor called a meeting" she finally spoke shifting in her spot

"Why am I needed?" I question almost finish brushing my teeth

"Because.... Its about ..you " she spike softly as I finished

"Ok?.." I say unsure why but anyways added "I'll just shower and come"

She nodded before walking out which made my stripped and hopped in the shower

I finished showering putting on a white crop top and a black high waisted pants with Victor flats and I know I don't want to be near him but im putting on his flats but I liked it so...

I walked to the door after putting my hair in a messy bun then walked downstairs to this 'meeting'









Hey guys sorry for not updating as quick as possible but since I'll be off on holiday in four days so I promise to update quicker

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