My heart belongs to you

Part 8

Steve

I took Natasha to my room, and settled her on the bed, sitting on my knees in front of her.

"Hey, stop crying, I'm here with you Nat, always" I held her hands in mine.

"I know that" she said sobbing, "I just can't believe he did it again, I thought that ridiculous guy was gone, and this was just your friend, but he deceived me yet again" she tried to speak, "he does that always, pretends to be my friend, my well wisher, and ends up destroying me" she said.

"Natasha" I hesitated, "What exactly did he do to you? I couldn't help but ask, I deserved to know.

She looked at me, and took her hands off, wiping her tears, she stood up.

"I was fifteen, when the KGB kidnapped me, and took me to their headquarters, the red room" she swallowed hard, "he was there, as a master, Master James, who trained us to fight, he... he said I was his favorite student, he focussed on me more, and then he started getting friendly, we grew closer, and then.. " she paused, "he traded me over with a number of other girls to a bunch of their men, to have fun" she turned to face me, her eyes were full of tears, her body started shaking," they tried to rape me Steve, they tried their level best to take my dignity away, they tore apart my clothes, I was almost naked, until I gathered the courage to fight them, to kill those drunk loosers and save myself, and I did, I killed them" she said disgusted, "those were my first murder, and he stood by the door, clapping, he said he wanted to test me, and that I proved myself worthy, it was then I realized, he was fake, his concern, his affection, his so called... love, was all fake. It was the last time I saw him, and I never wanted to cross paths, until this" she pulled her shirt up to show me the wound mark again, "He had pulled my hair then, and said, I will have you again Natalia, he gave me nightmares for days, he didn't let me sleep, haunted my past, and I still forgave him, thinking it wasn't him, that this guy was just used as a weapon, but no Steve, he remembers everything and today again, he says that he loves me" she started sobbing again, "when he knows I'm engaged to you, he still says he loves me, when all he ever wanted was for me to submit ".

She broke down, but I rushed to her side, and held her, she was limb in my arms, I pulled her close to my heart, which was beating fast in rage. No one has the right to hurt her, she was my best friend, my life, and no one can mess that up. My eyes burned, as I pictured the scene I had just witnessed, he was holding her arms again, trying to control her. But no more, Natasha is my wife to be, I can't see tears in my eyes, she deserves all the happiness, and I will give her that, making sure no harm ever crosses her way.

I took her face in my hands, "You are my Queen Nat, you are the black widow, tears are for children" I said.

She looked at me, and smiled faintly, her breaths were slow, she was panting.

I moved closer, and closing my eyes, I touched her lips with mine, gently, we started kissing smoothly, and then my hands moved to her neck, and caressed it, her hands made way to my shoulders and then my neck. Our kiss turned from smooth to passionate, suddenly I was hungry for her, desperate, I wanted to suck away all the darkness from her life, and let that beautiful smile of hers stay. I wanted to fill her life with all the bright colors, take away every bad memory, every bad dream, every emotion of grief and sadness.
I pulled her closer, my arm around her waist, my hand made its way under her shirt, feeling her soft smooth skin, my other hand was in her hair, tangled, and I didn't realize when we neared the bed.

Taking advantage, I lifted her off ground, and pinned her beneath my self on the bed. My hand moved from her hair, to her neck, and then to her chest, unbuttoning her shirt quickly, while my mouth still sucked on her lips. I opened her shirt wide, exposing her torso, and moved from her lips, to her neck, placing wet kisses, I reached the valley of her breasts, I kissed and sucked, making moans escape her mouth.

All of a sudden, I was so possessive, so demanding, my heart kept yelling, she's only mine!!! I never felt this way for her, only any other girl. But right now, I wanted her, and I wanted her to know she is only mine, and I will bring happiness to her, that she deserves to be always happy.

My hands travelled to her back, unlocking the hook of her bra, I moved back and took my shirt off, and then I moved her up, her hair fell on my shoulder, as her cheek touched my arm, I dragged the shirt off her, and moved the bra down. She held onto my arm, as her breasts came in contact with my chest, throwing the shirts, I hugged her torso, and I kissed her neck, as my hands traced her back.
She nervously bit the skin of my arm, her breaths heavy, as I felt each one of them. I carefully lay her back, and kissed her neck, and then her breasts, moving to her belly. My heart ached at sight of the wound, my soul crushed, I felt so angry. I kissed her over her scar, sucking at it, she almost shrieked.

I looked at her, towering her, her eyes were confused, her lips parted in surprise.

"No one can ever hurt you Natasha, I will shield and protect you, always" I said, her eyes had tears again, I descended in to kiss her eyes. She moved her hands, over my shoulders, and kissed my neck. I moved my hands down, and moved mine, and her pants down, parting her legs with my thighs.
And soon we were one, together, united, forever.

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Oops, who expected this 😱 I guess no one. 😂 Steve's got too possessive 😜.Bucky is in for a huge heartbreak, but Natasha finally got her love. How was the chapter? Don't forget to give your views. Also don't forget to read the new one shot of romanogers diaries.