My heart belongs to you

Part 15

Natasha

He took me to bed, and lay me down, kissing my forehead. I didn't open my eyes, cause they had a lot of tears, and if he saw them, he would loose his cool again.

I felt him lie down beside me, and then his weight shifted, and I could feel his breath on my lips. He was towering me.

My breaths became heavier, my heartbeat was already fast.

His lips brushed mine, my hands grabbed the bed sheet. I wanted to make love, but not now, when my heart was so full.

"Open your eyes" he said, his voice angry.

I blinked, trying to hide the tears, and looked into his blue eyes.

"Why are you crying for him? " he asked, getting impatient.

"I'm not.. Steve.. you don't understand " I tried to speak. He got off the bed, and stood with his face turned, his back facing me.

"Natasha!! Do you still have feelings for him? Even after everything he did to you? " he asked, there was pain in his voice.

"No, Steve.. you are getting it all wrong" I said, getting up.

"Then what is it? Tell me! Why did you lie to me, and went to him? Why? " he asked, turning to face me.

"Steve... I" I tried but he didn't let me.

"The answer is yes, you do have feelings for him, and now because of him I'll loose you, he would steal you from me" he said in anger.

He moved forward and grabbed my shoulders, "You are mine Nat!! I love you" he said.

My heart skipped several beats, I forgot to breathe. As I realized this was the first time he ever said that he loved me.

"And I can't loose you" he held my face in his hands, "I lost Peggy, and then I lost Tony...I can't loose you Nat, not at any cost"
Tears developed in his eyes too, and my eyes were already clouded.

I got on my tip toes, and grabbed his lower lip in mine, kissing him deeply. His hand went to my neck, and the other made its way under my shirt.

He pinched my skin, as out kiss deepened. My hand was in his hair, and the other on his shoulder. His hand went down to my hips, and I wrapped my legs around his waist. His hand supported my weight, as he carried me to bed, towering me as I hit the pillow.

We tore each other's clothes, and our passion had no bounds. He kissed every part of my skin, nibbled and sucked at it, my fingers dug into his skin. We made love, madly lost in each other.

The pain, the anger, the desire, the love, every emotion combined. He loved me, I could actually feel that with every touch, with every kiss, with every move he made inside my body. He kissed me as if that was the only thing he ever wanted to do. He touched me to never let go. His anger, mixed with his possessiveness, all expressed his deep love, and his fear.

"I love you Nat" he said near my ear, as he kissed my neck, "I love you so much", his voice was so deep, I wanted to hear him say it again and again all. my life.

"I love you too Steve" I said.

We were tired, exhausted, yet our desire didn't let us stop. We went on for hours, and then he lay down beside me, pulling me into his arms, he held onto me gently.

"I'm sorry" he said stroking my cheek, "I shouldn't have been so rough with you, but I was so scared, I just can't stand it Nat"

"Its okay " I said, "I won't go near him if you don't like it, but he's your friend Steve, he is going through tough times, he needs someone for support, and it shouldn't be me, it should be you"

"What happened? Is it about us? " he asked.

"No! No, its about.. its about Becky" I said.

"Becky? The girl we rescued? What about her? " he got confused.

"She... Becky is Bucky's daughter Steve, she is Becky Barnes" I said.

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Steve finally said it 🎇🎆
Nat is finally happy. And she managed to tell him. But will his possessiveness stop? Do give your reviews.