The truth

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(before we start thank you to @arelygarcia__ for your character)

Scarlet POV:
Soooo.... Johnny will be coming over tomorrow and Jordyn and I have still not thought of a plan.

Jordyn POV:
I need to do it I need to put out a video saying that she is my sister I can deny that anymore

I need to make a post or something a video Idk...

Scarlet POV:
So I have been talking to this girl online she is my online friend.

Her name is Dray Barker

Here is what you what you need to know about her

She is 15
Hair color: Light brown
Eye color: Green

She has a messed up background

Dray was abused by her parents, has anxiety, depression, panic attacks is bullied and has tried to commit suicide multiple times before.

But yet she always has a smile on her face and is just to cheerful and bubbly it is amazing.

she lives in California and so do I, we were thinking of meeting up sometime.

But I can't because....

Sorry Jordyn is calling me

I get up out of bed and walk over to her room.

Scarlet: Yes??
Jordyn: Come on sit down

She had all of these cameras set up and a bunch or lights all around them.

Scarlet: What is going on??
Jordyn: We are going to tell the world about you.
Scarlet: really?!?!!
Jordyn: Now, come on The faster we film the sooner the world knows.

She starts the camera.

Jordyn: Hey guys it's Jordyn...

- 2 hours later -

Jordyn: and done

She turned off the camera and we just sat there.

Jordyn: well, the video is not going to edit its self.
Scarlet: What do I do??
Jordyn: it will take like 2 hours after that we can--- I can get dinner.
Scarlet: Ok... Jordyn I'm scared...
Jordyn: Why??

Scarlet: Johnny is coming over, another person... I don't know if I can handle it I can barely handle getting out of bed but another person and her has a sister 3 of them 3!!!!
Jordyn: You will be fine just don't let it get to you...

That is what I wanted to talk about...

I have Social anxiety, when I am out in public my Heart starts to race I cry and just shake I get awkward if someone talks to me like what if I mess up or what if they do not like me that I why I do not have many friends at all..

Plus: I have self confidence and esteem issues...

The only reason I go outside is at school but I don't talk so lots find it easier to pick on me.

It is Hell but you get used to it...

I hope people like me...

Next thing I know my notifications are blowing up...

Musically
Twitter
Instagram
YOUNow
snapchat

Everything!!!!!

About I realized that Jordyn had upload the video I was scared at this point I do not know what to do it was so overwhelming but yet so exciting

I was happy the world knew I was now I just don't know how they would react about it or how they would respond to Jordyn.

What do you give your hate or love seeing with me they give me hate my love I don't want Jordan to put on something everyone everything she's as worked hard for

I don't want to ruin her reputation I know how much it means to her but she could've at least told me she uploaded the video and just letting me find out though notifications

But I guess I have to take it I don't know how Johnny well think about it but I will say I'm a liar or not but I did have a point or at least Jordyn had a point

Helping understand why I am how my life situation is difficult how everything is difficult and with this I'm not even 100% sure if I wanted the world to know where I am

Because with that I would have been because of Jordyn and it's a lot to go through especially for someone like me

Right now I'm just hoping I'll be able to handle it hoping it won't be overwhelming or that it would scare me but honestly no matter how hard to tell myself that it's gonna scare me

I just need to fight through it that's all I've done all my life but they're in a come a day where I can't fight through it more I'm gonna have to live through it

And that's gonna be the hardest part now with the world finding out because before it was going to be a lot longer until I had to Live through it now it was couldn't be shorter with me I'm going to be anxious giving me Anxiety

I guess right now we're just gonna see how it takes me I think I might go talk to Jordan and just at least ask her why she upload the video without my knowledge

Do you know if there was a reason or if it just kind of happened it's a bit nosey but he always had to be safe there's always a reason everything the matter what it is

I walk in Jordyn's room seeing her laying on her bed with her laptop on her lap and her phone in her hand she's scrolling through what seems to be Twitter

Scarlet: Hey, Jordyn why did you upload the video without my knowledge??
Jordyn: I knew you were going to get scared and trying to stop me as I told you I'm going to upload it you're going to back out of the world knowing even though at this point the world has to know
Scarlet: I see... well than for telling me
Jordyn: Anytime little sis

I walk back into my room sit down on my bed with my laptop and put my phone on my nightstand I watch YouTube for about three minutes and then I get a text
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One New Massage:
JohnnyBoy👌: Hey, we need to talk...
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Oh shit...

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Hope y'all enjoy the chapter I am going to keep this short and just say bye 👋 love you 😘
- Lunar 🌙

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