Trigger Warning contains self harm, abuse, and rape so read at your own risk
I highly recommend listening to that song and no I didn't get the name from the song I got it from Daisy Johnson from Marvel's Agents of Shield
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Daisy's POV
"Hey babe we need to talk..." I said
"Okay about what?" He looked at you confused
"I need to breakup with you.." You said not looking up at him
"What" he said getting mad
"Im done being abused by you" I said still not looking at up
"You know what you piece of shit I've never liked your ugly ass that's why I hit you and I've cheated on you more times than I could count." He screamed in my face scaring me
"So I'm not good enough for you, you know what I guess I'm ugly and a piece of shit goodbye Anthony." You yelled trying to walk out the door but then he grabbed you by the arm.
"Your not leaving."he said hitting me
I just look him
"That's the final time you can do that you asshole."running out the door and down the street
"What the fuck are you going to do its 3 o'clock in the morning no one is awake."he said standing in the middle of the sidewalk yelling at you sense your already two houses down from his
"Why the fuck do you care I'm not your girlfriend anymore."I said not turning back so he couldn't hear me.
I can only call one person the first person who came to mind Harrison he is my best friend well besides Tom Harrison and I are closer than Tom an I but we haven't seen each other in like a year cause of how protective Anthony was. I'm ringing Haz while whispering
"Pick up please I need to you please Haz.."
It rings a couple times
"Hello"I hear that's when I start bawling my eyes out
"I n-eed y-ou"I chocked out
"Daisy where are you I'm coming to get you I just need you to calm down and tell me what happened."he said as he jump out of his bed and put on a shirt and got his car keys at least that what it sounded like
"Anth-ony he um" I said and couldn't finish cause I was crying
"Did he hit you cause if he did I will kill him" he said angry
You stayed silent
"Daisy he didn't hit you right please tell me he didn't touch.."
"I can't" you whispered
"That fucking asshole that piece of shit what is wrong with him are you okay?"he said mad
"I'm fine, I'm use too it." You said
"What he has done this before Dais (Day-zz) why haven't you told me this and why haven't you left him already?" He asked trying to stay clam for my sake
"Haz I love him he was my first love I have been through hell and back and I finally am exhausted of him."I said
"Okay I'm almost there hold on."he said calming down.
I see him pull up next to me he got out of his car and try to wrap his arms around me but I flinched and backed away so he stops
"Daisy I have never hurt you I never will I promise you."he said moving close too you
"That's what Anthony said" I whispered
"Well Anthony is an asshole he never deserved you and never will I promise you that Daisy."he said looking me in the eye.
We went back to his house and I laid down on the couch in his room
"What are you doing?" He asked
"Going back to bed" I said as I thought it was obvious
"Sleep in my bed I'll sleep on the couch." He said
"No Haz I couldn't ask you to do that." I said
"Well good thing you didn't ask now move." He said
"Fine thanks"
"No problem" he said
As he turns off the light I get into his bed as he walks over to his couch.
"Harrison can I ask you a question."
"Sure"
"Can you come lay with me? You don't have to if you don't want to."I said
"Of course anything for you, love." He said walking over to the bed laying down.
Before I fall asleep I buried my head in his chest and he wrapped his arms around me I felt at home.
"I missed this." He whispered
"So did I." You whispered back
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The next morning
I woke up with Harrison not there and a note by the clock that read "had to go help Tom work out didn't want to wake you I'll be back around 11:00 help yourself to breakfast xx" I looked at the clock it was 10:30. I go downstairs and find some waffles and eat two then go upstairs and grab my razor.
"I'm so stupid" one cut
"I'm so ugly" second cut
I was too busy cutting I didn't even hear people come into the house calling my name.
"I'm a slut" third cut
"No one will ever love you" fourth cut
"Daisy how are you holding-" tom starts asking until he sees me and I look at him scared and shocked
"Harrison get up here now and get the bandages." Tom says yelling
This isn't the first time this has happened
"Daisy why do you do this to yourself." Tom asks trying to clean up as much as he can before Harrison comes.
"I deserve it."I said trying not to cry
"No you don't."Harrison says walking though the door.
"No one has ever loved me and never will that's why my parents left and Anthony hit me you guys will leave eventually everyone does no one loves me enough to stay with me."
"Last time I check Tom and I haven't left you and I've been best friends with you sense we were in dippers and we met Tom in kindergarten so I don't think we are not leaving."
"Soon enough you guys will they always do."
"Daisy we promised we will never leave." He stated as tom nodded his head
"Promise?"
"Promise" they said at the same time.
As Harrison cleans me up and takes my razors away Tom is holding me telling me everything is going to be okay and Anthony is an asshole he is the one who didn't deserve me.
Harrison comes back and ask tom to speak with him alone so he walks out of the room and tells me he will be back.
Harrison's POV
Tom and I go out in the hallway and shut my door.
"I hate seeing her like this mate I get sick to my stomach when I see her like this." I said getting mad
"Mate I do too Anthony broke her she my never be the same Daisy that we use to run around the neighborhood with when we were kids." He stated choking on his words
"I know but I loved her sense grade school."
"Mate I care for her too we just need to help her get through this."He said looking at me
"I need her to be okay if something ever happened to her I don't know what I would do with myself." I softly spoke
"Then let's not have anything happen to her, we have to look after to her and not leave her alone for long periods of times starting now."I said getting protective over her
"Okay until she gets better and even then we still need to catch her if she falls again." Tom stated
"Okay we got a deal"
We walk into the room and see the window opened and no Daisy just a note that said "sorry I'm putting you guys through this I'm leaving and never coming back thanks for everything Harrison and Tom love you guys so much I'm just tired of all this so I'm going to leave bye take care guys xx"
"Fuck why Daisy." I said tearing up
"We need to go find her she couldn't have gone far." Tom said looking for the keys and finds them
"Okay come on" I said running down stairs and getting into the car
"Okay so where do you think she went?" He asked
"You remember when ever we thought about running away or just to skip school we use to go that tree house in the woods behind the park down the street."I said driving to the park
"Yea why"
"She is there I know it." I said
"How do you know?" He questioned me
"Cause I know Daisy."
We drive to the tree house I tell Tom to stay back and stay in the car. I walk over to the treehouse and climb up the ladder and see her I the corner
"I haven't been up here sense freshman year of high school" I said remembering all the memories
"Why are you here... I don't want you here."she stated
"Well I need to be here and I wanted to." I said
"No you don't."
"Daisy look at me I need to tell you something"I stated as she looks up and I move closer to her.
"Daisy I've been wanting to tell you this for a long time now but I didn't know I still don't so I'm just going o say it I love you so much I can't stand seeing you like this I feel like your broken because you haven't talked to Tom and I in a while and Anthony did anything he wanted to with you-" He said but before he said anything else
"Yea I know he raped me and I couldn't do anything."she said
"Daisy how long ago was this." He said with tears in his eyes
"Two months ago today." She said crying
"Why Daisy why."I said crying
"Cause he said he loved me and I told him no so he did what he wanted." She crying.
I pulled her into a hug.
"I love you so fucking much Daisy." Placing a kiss on her forehead.
"Don't.."
"Why not I've been here since day one."
"I can't lose you not you I'll do something I won't be able to take back." She stated playing with my fingers
"Daisy I love you that's not going to change."
"Haz I'm not ready just give me time okay." She said
"Okay but I'll always be here waiting for you to take mine." I said and she just starts laughing
"wow how long did it take for you to come up with that one."
"I saw it in a show." I start laughing
"Harrison your still corny as ever."
"And your still beautiful as ever." I said
"Stop being so corny it's making me feel embarrassed for you."she said laughing
"Can I go get Tom it could be like the good old days."I asked
"Sure." She said smiling there's that beautiful smile I've missed
I climb back down the ladder and walk towards the car.
"Is she up there?" He questioned
"Yea come on."
"We both head up to the tree house I go back to where I was sitting next to her and she lays her head down on my lap and looks up too the sky. I just got lost looking at her I forgot Tom was there until I heard...
"Mate are you okay?"
"Yea just kinda space out." I stated looking up
"Okay... You remember when we found this place Daisy was mad at her parents (I'll explain what happened to them another time) and she said she was running away and we tried to stop her until we found this place." Tom said looking around the treehouse
"Yea and then from then on we had a pack of we wanted to skip school or just get away from our parents we would always do it together and come here." I said
"Yea those were the good old days." Daisy said playing with my hands
"Why can't we go back to those days where we are stress free and not a care in the world."
"Cause people are monsters.."Daisy said
"Daisy seriously stop thinking about the bad parts think of all the good memories, like when Tom would always go as Spider-Man for Halloween and we used to make fun of him for it.."
"Speaking of Spider-Man I got to go film Homecoming."
"You got the part for Spider-Man?!" I said getting excited
"Yea I've had the part I was in Civil War." He said confused
"That's why Anthony wouldn't let me see that movie." I said
"Wait Anthony wouldn't let you go see a movie because Tom was in it." I asked
"No I didn't know why until now." She said
"We need to watch that." I said remembering that.
"they said I can bring two people to set I was wondering if you guys want to come to America with me?"
"I would but if Daisy doesn't want to I won't go." I said looking at her
"Are you kidding me I grew up on Marvel who do you think I am I'm so going." She said getting excited I just laughed
"We all grew up on that shit you remember when Tom wore that Superman costume to school and we didn't talk to him for a week." I said laughing cause it how stupid it sounded.
"The worst week of my life I had to sit alone at lunch." He said laughing
"Those were the days." I said looking down at Daisy as she smiled up at me.
Not sure how much people will read this but I couldn't find any Harrison stories that weren't about them being on social media which annoys me
ALSO UPDATES ARE SLOW I HOPE THE LONG CHAPTERS WILL MAKE UP FOR IT
