I feel sorry...

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So um I'm in a local amateur production of  "Fiddler on the Roof " and I'm playing the part of Chava. The show is on the 18th to the 22nd of April.

The thing is, the guy who plays Fyedka (the guy I marry) is this really nice, perfect, popular guy and I'm...me. Weird. Disliked. Antisocial. Bad at everything. We are polar opposites but we get along okay. 

I can't help feeling, though, that he minds "marrying" me. A lot.  I mean, even associating with me probably causes uproar in his never-ending group of perfect friends. He probably hates putting his arm around me and holding my hand, and is thanking God that this is all we have to do.

I often think of apologizing to him, but I'm too shy, so I won't, but this is here now. Writing this might help me...

Hi and sorry in case you ever read this. I hope you won't.

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