heartbreak

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I sat there from my bed watching the snow fall i can't belive i gave him my trust my love my heart and it hurt so bad he left me all alone i miss how we used to be but maybe it's for the best we don't see each other i slipped on my hoodie and shoes and left my house and went to The Alibi i can't stay home the whole way there i can not get the image out of my head when he looked up at me with a smile in those  hickeys
Flash back***
"You look very beautiful today" carl said as he kissed my forhead "ill never hurt you" he said as i hugged him
Flashover***
"Heyyy oh shit u look like crap" kev said as i sat down
"Thanks" i smiled wipping my eyes he handed my a drink as the door flue open making me jump relieving Carl
I felt my lips go to a frown
"Oh irissss" he said obviously you can see hes really drunk which i have  never seen him like this
"See your still upset" he walked to me
"Why wouldn't i be you broke my heart you threw away my trust and didn't mean the three words that came out of your mouth" i said looking at my drink
"Shut up iris yes i did" he stumbled to me
" really  people who say love you dont go fucking other people and then smiling at them when they get caught" i said with a weak tone
"YOU know what iris FUCK YOU .YOU DESRVE ALL THE THINGS YOUR DAD DID TO YOU" he yelled making me shake and cry with everyone looking
"All the rape all the abused allll of it every bit" he spit through his teeth as i sat there with tears down my face but with no emomotion "carl you dont mean that your drunk" i said
"Thats fucked up man come on get out" kev said starting to go around the counter to grow Carl but he didn't come in time because Carl shove me make me fall off the stool as all the guys flew over and grabbed carl kicking him out i stood up and ran out the back
"AHHH" I yelled leaning on the wall crying
Flashback****
"Shut up iris and open your god damn legs" my dad yelled ripping off my shirt only fucking 12 and he dose this every day
As he slammed in to me
"Ahhh" i screamed crying gasping for air "fucking shut up you deerve this you bitch
Flash over***
I walked down the road in the cold air to my house
Lumps in my throat I felt like throwing up I was so disgusted with Carl what happen to the carl i met and love this isn't him

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