Early in the morning Namjoon is looking for you.
Namjoon's POV
Where is (y/n)?
...
This is crazy, I go to school early just to see her?! Well fuck!
*still trying to find you*
Don't tell me she's absent.
Then he see the girls that have a big crush on him.
"Hi girls, are you looking for me?" he said while smirking
"Kyaaaaaaaa!!~❤" the girls yelled happily
Namjoon hold the hand of the girl
"Namjoon me too~❤"
"Namjoon over here~❤"
"Namjoon I'm here~❤"
Namjoon chuckles
"Calm down girls, I will hold all of your hands"
But there's one thing that Namjoon didn't notice..
..your looking at him the whole time
Then Namjoon notice that the other girl is looking at the lockers.
So Namjoon did the same because of curiosity and he sees you.
*shocked*
"Did you see all that happened?" he ask you nervously
You didn't answer, you cried.
The girls fled away.
(Thoughts in his mind)
What have I done? I didn't mean to do that, I just don't want that people will hate me. I thought I can hide this from (y/n) but my expectations didn't turn into reality. (y/n) I want to tell you my reasons but I think everything's too late for now. So I have no choice but to stay away from you. I hate to do this but I have to, I don't want to see you getting hurt again..
Good bye (y/n), I love you.
(Thoughts in your mind)
*crying*
Namjoon, is that really you? that's not the Namjoon that I know. I'll give you a second chance but I won't tell it to test if you really love me. Please, don't go away, don't leave me, let's meet at the Bus Stop Area in this coming Saturday as what we promised. This is what you must do to accomplish the second chance that I gave you.
Then Namjoon slowly walks toward you. He place both of his hands at your cheeks, wiping your tears away.
"Good bye" he said with no emotions at all
You're shock and thinking that the second chance that you gave him is useless.
Then Namjoon goes away.
After school you go at your house immediately.
Your inside your room crying and your trying not to believe that Namjoon didn't hold a girl's hand and he didn't said good bye.
While Namjoon is at the Bus Stop Area thinking of you.
He punch the wall very hard which make the wall crack.
Namjoon's POV
"Fuck that shit!" Everytime I'll lose a girl I didn't feel this way before.
I feel that she's thinking about me, thinking that I didn't do anything wrong, thinking that what I did didn't happen.
But if she's really thinking about me then I would be glad.
Hmm.. I want to see her. I realize that without (y/n) my life is hard for me.
But how can I do that? I already told her goodbye.
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Hi my friends, I consider you as my friends actually.
I know this chapter has a sad ending but in every problem there's a solution.
See you next chapter ｡^‿^｡
