Instagram; Kian Lawley

part 14: kian (pov)

i don't know what happened? did i say something that offended her? then i read back what i wrote. oh shit. i didn't mean to write that. damn it.
i bang the desk hard and it broke the cup.

"dude what the hell?" jc said storming into my room
"what?" i ask
"what's up with you?" he asks
"read this." i said
he read it and whispered "damn"

"what?" i ask demanding
"you don't fucking tell a girl, that you like them for their looks." he said
"don't you think i know that, for a second i was thinking what i was typing." i explain
"dude send her a long ass paragraph, apologize to her then that's her choice to forgive you or not." he says
i nod and take my phone and start typing away

kian: okay, i just realized what i typed. to be honest. i was thinking about something else and i randomly typed that. i didn't mean to put that i swear on my life, i swear on my mom. i just don't like you for more than your looks. i like how you are, feisty, cute, fun, funny, chill, and more. meredith was the opposite she was controlling, annoying, pretty, but not pretty as you, she was petty, she's okay sometimes but you're much better than her, that's another reason why i like you. i hope you can think about it and forgive me. i wanna be cool with you. and maybe someday you'll give me your phone number😏? but sweet dreams princess, and hope all your wishes come true baby. night ariel💕
sent : 12:30 a.m

read  1:20 a.m

"how's this?" i ask jc
he read it.
"so cheesy, but it's good." he nods
"alright well-"
"let's make a video, like a q&a." he says
"okay." i nod

he tweeted out "#askkianandjc" we got over 10,000 tweets. we read only some and recorded it.

question 11: "any new girls?"

"anne-"
jc slapped my face
"dude what the fuck." i laugh
"oh there ari-"
then i slapped him
"paybacks a bitch?" he asks and we both laugh

question 14: who is ariel jordyn?

"of course jc would pick this fucking question." i said
he laughs
"she's a girl-"
"no shit." he said
i punch him and continue
"she's gorgeous, she's a chill person, she's adorable, feisty, she's funny, and cool, and she's special, that's all you get for now." i say to the camera.

*Later on*

i was going to sleep but before i do that i checked my phone. i've seen that she read my message but she didn't reply. i'm thinking that she doesn't forgive me. i shut my phone and drifted to sleep..