Instagram; Kian Lawley

part 46: ariel's pov

all this hate makes me upset, and depressed....
*dms*!

kianissafuckboy dmed you

kianissafuckboy: look hey, i know your "talking" with kian. but watch out for him.

ariel: wym?

kianissafuckboy: he's a player. he dated so many girls, and don't wanna see you get hurt. he moves on to the next. he uses some girls for sex even. just for that then moves on.

ariel: wow. for real?

kianissafuckboy: yep, there's pictures on the internet. just type his name and girls. it's crazy.  look what happened to meredith , he dumped her for you. he's gonna use you like he used her and i don't wanna see that

ariel: thanks.

kianissafuckboy: welcome

seen

kianisbae dmed you

kianisbae: don't date kian. he's mine !!

ariel: you're a fan girl tho?😂

kianisbae: he is mine. you don't want him anyways.

ariel: okay?

kianisbae: i mean if you want him to break your heart, then you're good.

ariel: hypocrite...... thanks for your opinion. but bye..

kianisbae: just trying to help .

seen

i opened some dms, they're were hate dms....  i can't handle hate. i should've never associated with kian. he was probably my best mistake. i began to cry my eyes out. people are calling me a slut, calling me a prostitute, a snake, some wished that i died, some hoped i ended up heart broken, someone said they were gonna kill me, some said they were gonna come find me and rape me, i've been getting threats, scary threats.... this hurts me. i cried so much to the point where my mascara kind of smeared. i cry and cry. i never been more depressed in my life..

kian

i got to ariel's house. i began to look through the window. i saw her crying in the kitchen. i could hear her a little bit. i opened the door, and she didn't notice just yet. i closed the door and began to walk over to her. she noticed and stopped crying. she was surprised.
"no, no, no." she stutters
"ariel, what is wrong with you?" i ask
"please don't." she cries and back away
"what?" i ask getting closer.
"NO! PLEASE DONT!" she yells and runs upstairs and locks the door. i follow and knocked.
"ariel what's up with you?" i ask
"don't act like you don't know!" she screams
"open the door, can we talk about it." i say lowly
"no." she says
"honestly, i don't know what's wrong, but i would want to know why." i say
"how could you...." she crys
"how could i what?" i ask
"u...s...e... m..e." she cries
"what are you talking about? USING YOU FOR WHAT? USING YOU FOR SOMETHING? TELL ME." i say loudly through the door
she begins to type something on her phone and she slid her phone under the door. there popped up a bunch of messages. i began to read. i especially read the messages between kianissafuckboy. i was angry. devastated.
"ariel open this door, right now or i'll kick this door down myself." i say
i could hear her sniffles. she stood up and unlocked the door. i opened it and she was their laying face down on her bed. i went over to her and sat next to her.
"ariel, these are lies, yes i dated andrea and meredith, but i hung out with alexandria, i never hooked up with her, and for gods sake i'm not gonna use you, WHY WOULD I USE YOU, you know how long it's been since i had a girlfriend, after andrea 3-4 years, alexandria was a girl i hung out with off tinder, then it took 1 year later, then i met meredith, but she was a mistake, then i met you, you're probably one of the best things that happened so far in my life, i never thought about doing anything to you but call you mine..." i say quickly but easy to understand

she looks up slowly and, sighs.
"you're not using me?" she asks
"i never thought of doing that, ever." i say
"you really like me?" she asks
"really, really, really." i repeat
"kian, i'm so sorry for believing that." she apologized
"baby, it's fine you're just afraid of who to believe." i said
"if we're telling the truth then, i really like you to." she whispered
"i heard that." i chuckle
she blushes.
"you're very beautiful," i compliment
she smiles
i got to her face and wipe her tears away. as i was wiping her tears i may have leaned in and kissed her. she kissed back and it was a full make out session.
then i pulled away. "ariel jordyn, will you like to be my girlfriend?" i ask quickly

"maybe." she says

"wait what." i say
"yes." she smiles
"you said yes?!?" i yell
"yes." i laugh
i kiss her thousands of times on the lips.
"finally, now i can do this.... that.... this... that." i say and kiss her everywhere.
"you're so cute." she says
"you're cuter." i smile
later that night, i stayed over her house and it was like any other day. i comforted her