A/N: Possible trigger warning, proceed with caution.
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Remember when I trusted you
Regretting that I loved you
Red-Flags flew when I looked up to you
Running from thoughts of running to you
Remorse- an emotion you do not know
Abandon my pre-conceived notions
Addictions shackle our hearts, yours cold and mine dying
Agonizing over your humanity
Apologies leaving numb lips to fall on deaf ears
Anguish settles as I realize you are nothing more than your fixations
Abiding by your obsessions
Always needing a needle and a bed to make you feel at home
Acquitting you from the horrors you've done
Alienated by those I love, those you took
Apathy fills me as I wonder if I've always been just another addiction
Paramount is your high
Potential relationships met with why
Play pretend in my head (it didn't happen)
Procuring a residence in my mind (I can never forget that it happened)
Profound is the realization that I wasn't your only fixation
Epitome of addiction- you're the fucking poster boy
Envisioning a life without torched spoons will always be my fantasy
Edgy is now my middle name
Errant are the thoughts that keep bringing me back to you
Entitled to my pain, yet to broken to show it
Estranged are your emotions with the shell of your deteriorating body
Eradicating your deep voice and calloused hands from my mind is impossible
Escaping the prison I built myself is surreal
Eventually you'll just be the needle that haunts my dreams because, well...
Endings- They're never happy.
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Lyrical Ink
PoetryThis book is going to be a compilation of my original free-verse poems, poetic journals, and quotes along with my original works of photography added in at intervals as media. Everything I publish is completely original and I own it 100%.
