When I was small, I wanted to be here where I am.
When I was 14, I wanted to be 21.
I wanted to go to college, get a degree and graduate,
And then become ultra rich or famous,
And change the world,
And get all the things that I ever wished for.
But here I am, 21.
Graduated college somehow, missing to be 14,
don’t know what to do with life,
somehow paying the rent,
not even my neighbors know me,
wasting life drinking and smoking.
But it’s fine.
I have my mom who still calls me every day,
Friends who will not leave me,
Dad who holds my back,
And a tiny little annoying brother to chill with.
Life is not bad.
Life is good.
I don’t have what I wanted at 21,
But I have what I will want no matter at 21 or 70.
Sit back, hold on.
Enjoy that coffee till the last sip.
We never know if that’s the last coffee.
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