I woke up in a bed. I look around, confused. I thought I died!!! I leap out of bed. Sky! Why did he do dis!!??? I see a door and poke my head out of it. Im surprised to see many other kids. I instantly recognize the place I'm in. IM IN A FRICKING ORPHANAGE!!!??? This is my worst nightmare. I nearly punch a hole through a wall but I calm down. I notice a strange ocelot anthro staring at me. Weird. I feel a strong connection to her. She is like me. Not a normal ocelot anthro. She has sandy fur, black stripes, a scar over her eye, a ripped ear, a scar over her nose, black tufts of fur at the tips of her ears , and amber eyes. Hmmm....
I'm too lazy to continue right now :P
Le time skip.
The first day here was miserable. I found a few enemies and a few friends. I have been introduced to books for the first time and I surprisingly have a natural ability for reading!! No learning needed. I am walking back to my dorm when I think about Sky. I feel a sinking, cracking feeling in my heart. Why did he do this? I unsheathe my claws and dig them into the book I'm carrying in anger. Why. That feeling is gone when I think about him.
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuckin' fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
I sit on my bed and sigh. Somehow I know I'm just trying to convince myself tht I don't miss him. I still have that breaking feeling in my chest... why? I look up at the ceiling and start to silently cry. I thought I could trust him. I feel a rush of anger surge through me and my fur pulses white and my eyes crimson then back to my black fur and and ocean blue eyes. "No." I think. "Not yet." I think. "As you wish master." a sarcastic voice says in my head. I jump as I hear the voice. "WHO ARE YOU AND WHY YOU IN MY HEAD!?" I shout like an idiot. I hear a evil laugh in my head. "Im Insane, your evil side." I feel a shock as she says evil. I can't take all this news and events in one day. I slip consciousness in a few seconds.
