She changed me. The girl who was coated with blonde iced hair with brown sprinkles running through it. Her ocean- like eyes lit up as soon as she bumped into me. I remember the exact words we exchanged.
"Sorry Ryan" politely she speaks whilst she paced down the stairs.
'What did I do? I shouted at her and have the look'.
"You better be careful next time Tee, your brother won't always be here to protect you", I whisper slowly into her ear.
Droplets of fear took control of Tee's eyes and her body froze at the whipser and the tone of my warning. It all started with that push. I felt something. Something different. I was worried.
" Enough Ryan, you are so annoying and all you is threaten me. Just leave me alone" Tee shouted before storming off.
I forgot about this feeling for a moment or two when I went to the living room to watch t.v. Hearing Jody, Sasha and Floss fighting over the remote and channels made my heart race and my veins pop. My fists clenched and I told them to be quiet. My deafening shouting scared her. It scared the rest of them.
Mike, the careworker, told me I needed to control my emotions by doing stress reliving activities. ' Really' I thought. Mike told me if I was nice to anyone in the house for 24 hours without shouting and insults he would give me tickets to see a skateboard championist complete a race. Ive always wanted to see that but I had never the opportunity because of what happened to my sister Chloe I never found happiness. I can never forget nor forgive myself.
But anyway I accepted Mikes challenge and needed someone gullible. I asked the twins, Billie and Toni, to pretend I was nice to them and tell Mike- I offered them money. They regected ny proposal and said they were too busy playing cops and robbers with Floss. I tried with Jody. Candi-Rose. Jay. Alex. No one wanted to help me...
Then all of a sudden an angel stood in front of me along with her sidekick Jonny.
" You alright Ryan heard about your deal Tee will help, always there to help, I would have but I need to go training for the army so catch you guys later!" Waved off Johnny.
" So Ryan you can help me with my art project"
" Yeah for a price"
" I am not paying you, your so selfish, I am trying my hardest "
I scream at Tee " Well I didn't ask you so why don't you go running back to your Mum. Oh sorry she don't care about you and neither do I".
"I hate you Ryan and no wondr you have been dumped. You are an arrogant pig"
The fury in her eyes lashed out at me through the breathing air. My eyes twitched and Tee stormed off. She shoved me and it came again. The spark. The feelings. The fire.
I slammed my bedroom door and chucked all my things on the floor and after my tantrum I started to try again. I knocked on her door and waitied. Waited. And waited. She opened and her blue fluffy eyes looked dull and puffy and were looking down at my feet. What have I done? All she wanted to do was help me.
A tear of pain and horror left her cheek dramatically and I caught her with my bare hands. She lay in my arms with her kind face and hair brushing across my face. I looked into her eyes and she looked into mine. She slowly placed her hand on my cheek and got closer to my face. Her rosy lips were not far from mine. I took her hand and her back and pulled her closer and our lips pressed against each other with passion and lust.
I pulled away from her as soon as Carmen barged into my room.
" what are you two doing, hurry up come down we have decided on what we are going to watch and Mike has made dinner"
"Thank goodness she didn't see', I said out loud. Tee walked out with her hands on her face.
