Kidaryeo [Jiwon × Jisoo FanFic]

Chapter 6

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"I think I want an out." The words rolled out of my mouth like they have the mind of their own.

We were having our breakfast, the girls and I. The food was delicious but I don't feel like eating... weird. When were you not weird? Aigoo! ><

The girls looked at me in sync, daebak!! That was kyeo, hehe.

"Pardon?"

That was Jinny, she looked nice this morning.  Another dae—bak!

"I miss my mother and my father... I want to go home."

"What?! Are you crazy, eonnie? It's not even a month long!" Jinny suddenly raised her voice... can I take back what I just said? She was not that nice. Ehe. 

"Well..." I wanted to explain myself but I was lost of words.

Rosie then asked, "Is this about the problem that has been bothering you, eonnie? Look," she breathed out "I don't want to force you in doing anything, nor in saying what you don't want us to hear. But eonnie, if you can't take your problem anymore you can come to us."

"You have a problem all this time and you never bothered to tell us?" I was shocked when Jennie raised her voice too. Aegi-ya...

I know I messed up. I did.

"I'm sorry..." I blinked and fixed my eyes on the food. "It is just... I don't want you to bother yourselves regarding my personal issues. I supposed my burdens are mine to deal with..."

"So I shouldn't have shared my load with you, gals." I promptly turned my attention to Lisa when she spoke. "I'm sorry you had to bear with my childish problem." An apologetic smile flaunted on her face and she bow her head a bit.

"Aniya, that was not what I meant! A problem like yours needs attention, Lisa-ya. And my issue doesn't—" but she interrupted me.

"Eonnie, what's different between Donghyuk and Bobby oppa? Donghyuk left me, I presume Bobby oppa did that to you too. I saw your pictures and I saw your tears. Maybe you wasn't aware but I noticed how strange you've been acting lately."

I gaped at Lisa, totally bewildered of what she said.

"I don't get you!" Jinny's voice got me out of the trance.

Lisa smiled, "Jisoo eonnie is not yet ready to share her story. Let us respect that. In the mean time, no one is going home. Am I right, everyone?" She looked at us with expectant eyes and winked. "I knew it, let us finish our food. It is quite good this morning. Woah, jinjja mashida!!"

"I will ask the cook later so I can prepare more delicious foods than this, my beautiful eonnies. I am excited." Jinny giggled and it sound like a threat to me... I am such a bad eonnie!!

We ate our food without bringing back the topic and went to the practice room soon after. We were given a month to prepare for the upcoming evaluation. Why am I feeling like do good or not, I'm fine with it. Jisoo, why!!!!

"Why did you want to meet me, noona?"

I smiled at Donghyuk and offered him a seat. Today was restday and he was the person that came to my mind!