Okay so
I managed to cry in front of like 200+ people today
I'm still crying
I feel horrible
Someone please kill me
End me
I even managed to start cough up blood
I feel like a terrible person right now
Just.....
I wear a mask everyday and I feel like I'm destroying myself...
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