I'm so fucking paranoid....
I feel like people in real life and on social media are starting to ignore me...
I don't know what I did, I'm trying my best to make friends and keep them
But it's kind of hard when your conflict is social interaction.
I'm not really a conversation starter, it freaks me out to think I could say something wrong.
But when I constantly try to say hi or hello or anything else, these people don't say anything back to me.....
Yes, I'm socially awkward and a little geeky but I have feelings.....
I just don't want a repeat of last year, I lost my friends from 3rd grade last year.
What do I have to do to be more likeable? To not be ignored or forgotten? I feel so bad, I feel horrible...
Maybe my depression and paranoia likes to fuck with me here and there but I am positive I'm being ignored.....some of my roleplay buddies don't really roleplay with me anymore....so I have to find new ones to replace the ones that leave and try to keep the new ones.....
What Am I Doing Wrong?
