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I hate myself so much

Am I too weird? Am I too loud? Tell me why everyone hates me. I wish things for me were better.

People are having harder times and I'm complaining, haha, sorry for writing this, I don't really post anything about me being sad except one time. How come I feel like nobody likes me? Well, I am annoying, that's why I probably lost a friend. People call me something that offends me very much which probably will not seem like a big deal to you. Ha, someone straightforwardly said she didn't like me. One of my friends said go die in a hole to me, which is a joking matter, but I feel a little down after that though. It shouldn't matter though. Nothing really sad happens to me but how come I feel sad sometimes? My family loves me and I have some friends but why do I feel alone? I have everything that I want but why do I feel I have nothing? I do feel happy at times though, not gonna lie. No, I don't have depression, don't worry, I'm probably just going through a ruff time, that's all. Sorry for posting this. Just had to let some feelings out sometimes.