The Kusai From My Past (The Kusai Series #2)

CHAPTER 1

4 Years Ago....

Today is my birthday.
Well, technically bila orang cakap birthday mesti suma orang ada plan ba tuk special day tu kan.
My plan?
Well, me and my boyfriend were suppose to spend a glorious 7 days 6 night at Nexus Karambunai until...
Yup.. ada until dia..
Kamu mau tau apa dia buat?
I saw him having sex with some yoga sex instructor at my house, in my room, on my bed!!
Pukimak punya lelaki.
Sa balik p rumah gara2 lupa barang ja ba. My asshole ex boipren, Bryan told me he would meet me at Karambunai.
Well, nasib sa teringat ada sa terlupa. Heran juga sa napa kereta dia berpark sna luar rumah.
Skali sa masuk ja d rumah, len2 suda bunyi sa dingar.
"Yes Bryan.. yes yes yes...."
"Harder Bryan.. harder.."
Skali sa masuk bilik, entah apa position diorang, yang sa tau, orang yang fleksibel ja bole buat gitu, helicopter style kin.
Terdiam ba diorang dua nampak sa, sambil lelew c Bryan masi lagi poinsokot sna pepe tu tondu. Tonsilot tul diorang.
Bikin rusak mata orang ja.
"Flon dear, what are you doing home? Omaigoshh.. u were not suppose to see dis. Demmit. Dear, it's not what it looks like." - Bryan
Ada hati lagi c Bryan mau cover salah dia ah.
"Fcuk u Bryan. Oh wait, she already did! Get out of my house. Take all your stuff and never come back. U have 1 week to do all that, when I come back, I expect all of ur stuff are gone with u. Not even a single smell from your pathetic odour. Ohya, bring dat matress with u. I dun wanna get infected by both of your germs."
"No.. no... dear.. u gotta listen to me. " - Bryan
"Apa lagi ba ko mau cakap? Ko ndak faham bahasa ka. Suda la ko suka2 bawa perempuan len p rumah sa, mau beramput pun dalam ni bilik sa. U're lucky I'm not cutting ur penis now, bcoz if u say one more word, I swear ur gonna end up penisless."
Terdiam trus dia. Tu perempuan plak baru mau trip2 malu kunun. Puiiii!!!!
"U know wat bitch. U can have him all to urself. He's nothing to me."
Sa pusing trus sa jalan tutup tu pintu depan kuat2.
Sa p sna kreta cepat2, start enjin trus driving kuar dari sna.
Actually sa mau nangis. Tapi sa tahan ja sampai sa jauh dari diorang.
Sepa ba yang tidak sakit hati bila boyfriend ko curang depan mata sambil buat live sex scene lagi ba.
Sa mau kol Quinn tapi sa tau dia busy. Dia baru juga start dating sma ni saturang lelaki nama Chad.
Sa mau kol Tate tapi dia sna Aussie. Sejak dia p Aussie trus dia macam lupa2 suda sma kami ni. Mau kol dia pun kadang2 boipren dia c Josh yang sambut. I dunno how she fell for him but I strictly have a bad feeling about him.
Well, who am I to say things like that. Sa punya EX-boipren sendri pun bukan bagus sangat. Nasib baru 18 bulan kami couple. I shouldn't have say yes when he wanna move in with me. It's too soon.
Ok, lesson learned. Lets take things slowly next time.
Arghhhh.... napa ba sa buta tul ni. Ndak nampak yang c Bryan bole buat sa gini.
Apa salah sa smpai dia sanggup curang?
Tiap2 malam kami spend time together. Dia p keja, sa plak cbuk urus company kecik sa sendri. Tapi kami selalu make sure have dinner together everyday. The sex part? Let just say, most of the time dia yang ndak dapat fulfill needs sa.
Ada ja alasan dia. Pernah 1 hari tu dia ilang tba2, mau 1 minggu dia ilang. Skali dia muncul balik, marah2 dia trus cakap sa ja yang paling memahami dia. Bila sa tanya dia d mana dia menghilang, dia cakap ja ada family problem.
Nasib juga sa cbuk urus company kecik sa time tu. Ikut betul, bukan juga sa crazy in love with him.
Yeah right, my tears are falling down on my cheek now. Not so crazy in love kunun.
Apa ba salah sa ni? What did I do wrong?
Fcuk dis feeling. Fcuk Bryan. Fcuk off everything.
I'm going to enjoy my days at Karambunai for being single again.
Karambunai here I come~~~
Sampai2 ja d Karambunai trus sa kuar bawa luggage basar sa p kaunter minta kunci.
Pool villa.. hurmm... apa la sa mau buat saturang sna? Villa ba villa.
Skali sa sampai trus sa tinguk sekeliling sa. Cantik nya la ba ni tempat and luas, tapi hati sa kusung ja bila smpai cni.
Dis was suppose my short birthday getaway with my so called boipren.
And now, the boipren pun suda jadi EX-boipren so, looks like I'm single again.
Sa p la baring sna katil besar.
Apa sa mau buat ni ahhhh...
Come on Flon... takkan ko mau menangis darah tuk tu asshole teda guna. Today is your birthday gurl. I need to light it up.
Dats it, I'm gonna have a drink at the sunset bar. Buang masa ja sa mau nangis2 cni saturang tuk Bryan.
I need to look good tonight. Not to attract anybody but I need to feel the energy in me. Dis is how I show my confident.
I know just wat to wear.
Ahah!! Wrap boho dress with split match with strappy sandals
With a little cleavage, walaaa.. I'm done!
Sa p la jalan sna susnset bar dengan confident nya, skali tinguk duduk sendri2 juga d bar.
"One sex on the beach for me please."
Trus tu bartender bkin drinks sa.
Tba2, ada suara dari blakang cakap dekat tul sma telinga sa.
"Dear..." - Bryan
WTF??? Bryan??
"What the hell are you doing here Bryan?"
"Dear.. please give me another chance." - Bryan
"Are you fcuking kidding me?"
"Please dear... sa betul2 menyesal apa sa buat sma Tina tadi." - Bryan
"Oh really. So where is ur dear Tina now? Suda ko puas amput dia trus ko kasi tinggal la. U know what Bryan, fcuk off. I never wanna see you again."
"Dear... Tina meant nothing to me." - Bryan
"Tina, Tina, Tina... hey, ko p la balik sma Tina ko tu. Betul2 ko ndak faham bahasa ba kan. Ko buduh English kin jadi sa repeat in Malay kiooooo... SA TIDAK MAU TINGUK MUKA KO LAGI. SA TIDAK MAU ADA PA2 HUBUNGAN SMA KO LAGI. BAGUS KO P LA MATI SMA TU TINA KO. BAGI SA, KO MEMANG SUDA MATI D MATA SA!!"
"Stop it dear... I know what u meant. Gosh... I love you Flon." - Bryan
"Love? Don't u dare say the L word again. If u truly love me, u wouldn't be seeing another woman behind my back, and on top of that, u wouldn't cheated on me!"
"Gad demmit Flon.. listen to me." - Bryan
C Bryan p pigang suda tangan sa ah. Ramai suda jadi penonton drama kami.
"Let go of me u asshole."
Makin nogi kuat c Bryan picit tangan sa.
"I won't let u go Flon. I won't let u leave me." - Bryan
Sakit la dia picit. Betul2 la ni orang ah ndak tau malu.
"Excuse me sir. I suggest u let go of her hand now or I will ask the security to kick u out from here." - Mysterious guy
Trus kami dua terdiam tinguk tu lelaki. Sepa ni?
"Who the fcuk are you?" - Bryan
"Lets just say, u wouldn't like it if u knew who I am. Now, let go of her hand!" - Mysterious guy
Trus c Bryan kasi longgar pegangan dia. Cepat2 sa tarik tangan sa. Punya sakittt..
"Dis isn't over Flon." - Bryan
Tu ja Bryan cakap trus dia chow dari situ.
Stupid asshole.
"Are you ok miss?' - Mysterious guy
"Yeah, yeah.. I'm fine. Thank you gor helping me just now. Dat asshole just wouldn't give up. He's the one dat been cheating on me. Eeeee.... budu nyaaaaa.... napa la sa bole couple sma lelaki gitu. Urghhhh!!!"
The mysterious guy sinyum2 ja dingar sa cakap gitu.
Punya manis senyuman dia. Bila dia senyum trus kuar tu dimple dia. Arghhh.... punya sexy!
Demmit Flon, control urself. Lets just blame it on the alcohol.
"Ur welcome Miss ????" - Mysterious guy
Bongok nya ko ni Flon, bukan ko introduce dlu diri ko sebelum mimbolotok pasal Bryan depan c dimple guy.
"I'm Fallon. But u can also call me Flon."
C dimple guy amik tangan sa trus dia kiss tangan sa.
Oh my..... macam ada rama2 plak terbang dalam perut sa kena buat gitu.
"Nice to meet u Ms. Fallon." - Dimple guy
"And you are?"
"Sot.. sa terlampau terpukau sma kecantikan ko smpai sa sendri pun belum introduce diri sendiri kan. I'm Madoc T. Max by the way. U can call me Madoc." - Madoc
Urmmm.... Madoc plak nama dia.
Masi lagi dia pigang tangan sa trus cepat2 sa tarik. Sa bole rasa muka sa merah tul macam c Miao2. (My fren from high school, hi Miao ;p)
"So... care to join me for a drinks? Just to show my gratitude towards ur help just now. Tu pun kalo girlfren, tunang atau bini ko ndak marah la."
Adeiiii Flon.... mau mengurik ka tu dia single ka ndak. Hahaha...
Trus c Madoc senyum lagi dingar sa cakap gitu.
"Luckily, my girlfren, tunang or wife suda balik tadi." - Madoc
"Huh? Oh... sorry.. never mind la. Choose wat u want, its on me. I'm leaving juga pun."
Napa sa kecewa dingar dia cakap dia ada partner suda. Ko baru break up sama boipren ko ba Flon. Remember, take things slowly.
"Haha... when I say my girlfren, tunang or bini suda balik tadi means it's my sister la, c Marion. Dun worry, I'm still single." - Madoc
Trus dia wink sma sa.
And again, sa bole rasa muka sa merah. Hahha...
"I'll have the same drinks like urs." - Madoc
"Ermm... ok.."
"So.. Flon..tell me wat did ur ex boipren do?." - Madoc
Hurmmm.....
"Ermm.... i just ran into my ex-boipren having some kind of kamasutra position with the yoga sex instructor in my room. We were suppose to stay here for a week but well.. u know what happen next. I ask him to take all his things wt him while I'm here and I never want to see him again. But clearly he didn't get the message. Plus today is my birthday."
"Kamasutra position?" - Madoc
"Yup. Sa pun tia tau camna tu perempuan bole kangkang gitu."
"Hahaa... nasib ko ndak video diorang kan." - Madoc
Video?
"OMG... betul juga kan. Napa la sa ndak video diorang tadi."
Trus berketawaan kami.
"Heyyy.. chill out ok. I'm glad u get rid of dat asshole. U deserve someone better. Happy birthday gorgeous." - Madoc
"Thank you. At least someone wish me today. "
Sedih plak sa tba2 bila ingat arini birthday sa tapi len plak present sa dapat dari Bryan. Bagus sa jangan banyak pkir pasal tu.
"So, what brings u here M."
Cewahhh... pandai2 sa panggil dia M.
"M? Hahaha.... I like the sound of it. But i prefer u call me the letter B rather than M." - Madoc
Ok, muka sa merah lagi. Deii... napa sa ni. Cepat tul rasa malu. Macam tu budak2 remaja ja cepat malu2 tingau.
"Hishhh..u dis... panjang ba ur name mau panggil, tulah sa panggil M ja."
"Then I insist u call me B. B is more romantic." - Madoc
"Wow... are u always like dis to other woman asking them to call u B."
"Hurmm.... let me see..... there's 1, no it's 10, nope it's 21 woman to be precise." - Madoc
Ternaik trus kening The Rock sa tinguk dia.
"I'm kidding ok. Hahaha... u should see ur face. No, I never ask anybody to call me B. Just u and I don't know why I'm asking u to call me B." - Madoc
Okaayyyy.....
"Orait oraitt... B."
Trus dia sinyum2 dingar sa panggil dia B.
Kami sambung lagi la crita2. Crita pasal diri dia, pasal family kami. Skali bila dia cakap sepa mami sma dadi dia, tukoiii... anak orang kaya plak dia ni. Walaupun dia ndak cakap tu gelaran parents dia tp sepa la ba yang ndak kenal Datuk Max sma Datin Jo. Adik dia c Marion pun slalu sa nampak kena kasi jadi model tuk pa2 event.
"Anak orang kaya plak ko ni. Patut la hensom. Eh i meant cute, no no maksud sa... apa ba sa mau cakap ni..."
Odoi dogo Flon, ko tingukk... sendri kuyak kan ndak tau apa mau cakap.
Trus c Madoc senyum2 tinguk sa mengelabah suda. Bila dia senyum trus nampak tu dimple dia.
Goshh.... punya sexy!!
"Shh... sa tau sa hensom." - Madoc
"Ceh... prasannnnnnnn... hahaha"
Trus kami berketawaan lagi.
Crita punya crita ndak sedar mau lewat malam suda.
I know I have to leave now, considering I've been through a one hell day, i'm extremely tired.
"I better leave now B. I'm tired. It's been nice knowing u."
"Yup me too. Hey, can I see ur phone?" - Madoc
Suda dia tanya trus dia amik ja tu hp sa. Dia tekan2 something trus fon dia lagi berbunyi.
"Nah.. here u go. Now u have my number and I have ur number. Maybe we should hang out again." - Madoc
Punya pandai dia ah. Pura2 mau tinguk fon kunun skali tinguk pok2 amik no.hp sa. Cis... tapi hati sa berbunga plak dingar dia bawa hang out next time.
"Ha ha ha... very cheeky. Pandai u ah."
"Well.. I'm a hensom man with a brain u can count on ba." - Madoc
"Tulung laaa... prasan tul."
Tapi memang hensom pun... haha... JKK ba. Jangan kasi ketara tu kesukaan.
"Come I walk u out to ur room." - Madoc
"Huh... ndak payah la... kesian lagi ko mau patah balik p bilik ko."
"Hish, I dun care ba. A gentlemen shoudn't let a woman walk on her own to her place." - Madoc
"Yalahhh tu,,, gentlemen laaa..."
"Come la." - Madoc
Trus dia tarik tangan sa. Dia tanya mana bilik sa trus dia kead the way.
Sepanjang perjalanan, dia pigang ja tangan sa.
Tu angin sejuk dari pantai pun macam ndak terasa bila Madoc pigang tangan sa.
There's something about him dat make me feel comfortable.
Take things slowly la sangat.. hahaha... men pigang2 tangan suda ni.
Smpai ja d pintu villa sa trus dia pusing tinguk sa.
Mati la... apa dia mau buat ni. Dia mau kiss sa ka ni. Gete nya ko ni Flon minta kiss.
Bukannn la sa minta kiss sangat ba tapi mata dia tinguk ja muka sa. Jantung sa pun kabak2 suda.
Bagus sa cepat2 masuk. Awkward plak gini.
"Urmm... thank you for tonight. See you again sometimes."
Sometimes??? Teda ayat len ka Flon. Tomorrow ka, tomorrow tomorrow ka. Ini sometimes plak ko cakap.
"Yup. See you again." - Madoc
Trus Madoc maju p kiss pipi sa. Sa tutup ja mata. Dup dap dup dap suda jantung sa kama.
"Bye."
Trus sa masuk cepat2. Sa bersandar d pintu dengan muka yang sangat merah pasal malu2 tingau.
Ting...
Eh ada mesej plak masuk p hp sa.
"I regret aiming for the cheek just now, I should just aim for the lips." - Madoc
Senyum2 sa baca trus datang jajal sa p balas tu mesej.
"Yup, u should. And now I hope u won't be dreaming bout my lips tonight, ;p"
Tok tok tokk...
Hish... Sepa ba lagi mau ketuk malam2 gini. Sa takut juga c Bryan yang datang balik jadi sa cubuk la dlu guna peephole.
It's Madoc. Aikk.. bukan dia suda balik ka tadi.
Sa buka la tu pintu. Muka sa masi lagi blur nampak dia depan tu pintu.
Without wasting any time, he took my face and kiss my gently and slowly.
Oh my....
He sucks my bottom lips then move on to my tongue.
Tangan sa automatik plak sna suda rambut dia. Tangan dia sana suda blakang badan sa.
Brabis kami kissing smpai lupa dunia.
Skali dia kasi lepas bibir kami smpai masing2 ilang nafas ni.
"And now I don't have to dream bout ur luscious lips anymore. Gadddd... its been killing me since we start drinking. Spend time with me tomorrow. I know I sound crazy but I can't stop thinking bout u. I know u just broke up today but please let me spend time with u. We can do such many activities around here tomorrow. What do u say?" - Madoc
Spend time with him? Should I? Ahh... what the hell. Might as well spend my time here wisely.
"Yes please."
Punya besar trus senyuman dia dingar jawapan sa. Tu dimple dia betul2 bikin gerigitan sa ja.
"Well, u should get a good rest tonight. Goodnight Flon.." - Madoc
"Goodnight B."
C Madoc pun pusing ballik p bilik dia. Sempat lagi dia pusing trus bye2 sa.
I'm glad we met Madoc T. Max.
And now, I can't stop thinking bout u too.