You wake up everyday thinking you have goal.
Thinking you have some sort of desire to complete.
Feeling the aches of your past choice,
But also the vibes of tomorrows sunrise.
You get dressed for the day.
You make yourself feel confident.
Something you can agree on when looking at the mirror.
"This is okay."
Sadly, after feeling these emotions in the moment,
you stop and realize all these negative thoughts.
"What?" You question yourself.
You look back in the mirror and see a whole different you.
You seem ugly,
You seem to look used.
"Why?"
You start to pile these emotions on yourself.
You start to burden yourself for not being what society wants.
"Stop."
Trying to force a smile but you feel the tears.
You feel the pain from yesterday.
But you feel the love for today.
You start to feel numb.
Only creating a war inside your mind.
"Save me."
You cry out,
But no one hears.
Numb.
The war between your emotions get worse.
Numb.
You feel alone.
Numb.
You see your life not being the same anymore.
Numb.
That's all you feel,
for the rest of your days.
