Ever have moments where you spoke or exclaimed yourself you felt bad.
Ever have moments where you lied to someone for own benefit.
Ever have moments where you stood someone up but in honesty didn't care.
Ever have moments where you had a chance to do something better than what you're doing at the moment in life but fucked up.
All those moments large or small have you made you regret it one way or the other.
It hurts, it makes you think, it gives you perspective, all those moments.
If someone says "what's your biggest regret?" It's difficult just picking one, there so many that shaped you and burdened you.
So when I think,
"What's my regret?"
I connect all of them together and finally respond to these few.
"My regrets?"
"Not being able to think twice, not being able to be myself, not being able to be free, and most of all... Isolating myself."
Why was I so afraid in the past? Why was I so scared of doing the new? Why didn't I try and help them?
Why?
Those times still taunt me now,
My regrets.
