1 month 2 weeks later .
Bailey
The boys and their mum have been visiting regularly . My babies are so beautiful i wouldn't change them for the world as for jai .. hes always out he doesn't help that much . Any way its 9pm i've just fed the girls and put them to bed then i saw jai wearing black jeans black top and smelled of alcohol and smoke i cringe at the smell of him
' Jai where the fuck have you been ' i whisper shout not wanting to wake up the babies
' shut the fuck up bitch ' he yells
' stop yelling ' i shush him
' im stressed out over the girls' he stares at me
' YOU'RE STRESSED OUT REALLY JAI THE ONLY THING YOU'VE FUCKING DONE IS LOOK AT THEM ' I scream
' DONT SHOUT AT ME YOU WHORE ' He shouts
' JAI THESE ARE YOUR FUCKING KIDS THE LEAST YOU COULD FUCKING DO IS HOLD THEM TELL EM YOU LOVE EM LIKE YOU DID WHEN I WAS PREGNANT ' I cry
' I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS HARD TO LOOK AFTER BABIES OKAY' He pushed me against
' HARD ? JAI YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HARD IS UNTIL YOU SPEND A DAY WITH THEM I HAVE TO FEED THEM EVERY 4 HOURS I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 2 AM AND FEED THEM PUT THEM BACK TO SLEEP YOU DONT KNOW WHAT FUCKING HARD IS JAI ! ' I scream he stayed silent i heard ting screams the babies i glare at jai and walk up the stairs into the girls room.
i woke up at 1 am and booked an plane ticket to LA , i quietly packed all my shit and the babies and i of course stopped by ginas .
I walked into the brooks household and saw luke and beau still awake i carried the girls in
' hey boys ' i smile they jumped up and hugged me taking the girls off me
' hey BB!' They cheered which only made this harder
' Boys ..' i trailed off
' whats wrong ' they frown
' first off beau ' i looked at him he nods looking concerned
' i should've listened to you , hes drinking smoking abusive physically and verbally ' i cry
' i know ' a single tear dropped down his cheek
' what ?' i said confused
' we can hear yous argue all the time ' beau cried
' and you never helped me ' i cry hysterically
' im so sorry ' he sobs
' NO! Give me my babies i came here to say im moving to LA ' I cry taking my babies back to the car putting them in car seats and left for the airport .
JAI
i woke up by myself which is weird, i go to the babies room and saw no babies i saw clothes scattered all over the floor thats when i realised shes ran away .
i fucked up
i lost my family
im just like my 'dad'
