The 13th Mile [Completed]

Almost At Peace

For once in my life
I feel that something is going right.
I am almost at peace,
But I still have to fight.

Happiness and peace with myself
That is what I fight for.
My opponent darkness and insecurity
Has always been at war.

My feeling of being not good enough
Are almost gone.
Confidence has replaced that
Now I have the energy to move on.

I can't help but think
This is the high before the fall.
I am starting to gain so much.
I don't want to loose it all.

Even though I am in a better place,
There are somethings that haunt me still.
Secrets that hold me captive.
Secrets that keep me ill.

Maybe I am being paranoid,
Overthinking once more.
Maybe I will be chained down,
Maybe I will soar.

This life is a mystery
That has yet to be solved.
Life keeps on going,
People still evolve.

I want to stay like this
Peaceful and content.
We all have to learn how to forgive,
Keep our hearts void of resent.