The weekend is over and it was time to face the music. My heart was pumping and beating so hard as if drums were pounding on my chest. It was fifth period and he surprisingly didn't avoid me. During PE, he walked all the way across the gym to MY group and remember that this is a guy that barely even knows my name, he came to my group and just sat next to me. HOLY FUCK that just happened but news flash he didn't talk to me at all. He just came to talk to his friend but I am still satisfied with him just even coming to my group.
It was the next day, I'm still freaking out about what happened and was so happy and cheerful and all jolly and shit until later that day he gives me some sassy ass attitude. I know this is turning more into a site where I'm ranting about my problems but it will get better. After school, I have discovered the actual love of my life that I will never even be able to meet. A KPOP BOY BAND!!! I know some of you guys are thinking, "Are you serious? You're now into asian fuckboys?!". But you have to admit that they're hot as fuck. Anyways, I was hanging out with my friends and in the mall where there is full of people and my body just decided to face plant itself right on dog shit. What great luck I have, am I right? My friends they ran telling me that they don't know me and my mom is there just acting as if I was never her daughter. Just when I literally eat shit nobody helps me. These moments always makes me ask myself, "WHY THE HELL IS IT ALWAYS ME?!".
It was the next day and I start talking to everyone that I'm into kpop and and right after, a girl decides to talk shit about me telling people that i jump into conversations and that I'm annoying. Ok, I will admit that I jump into conversations but I am not the annoying one. That bitch always sings that stupid Attack on Titan theme song and let me tell you that when she sings, she sounds like a fuckig screeching ugly ass bird who's in pain or is constipated. I honestly don't know why it's always me.
TO BE CONTINUED...
