Should I.......

beginnings?

Can i ever be forgiven........
Would anyone talk to me again......
Would they.......
Why should they......
I'm a horrible person......
I wouldn't forgive me.......
I'm disgusted with myself......
Life's hard......
Please tell me why.......
Who told me to do this......
Please stop.......
It isn't right......
I don't deserve anything.......
I don't deserve love and happiness....
I don't deserve anything.....
Is there a way.......
Is there a new beginning......
Is there........
How would i know.........
Would i ever know........
Please make it all stop.....
Why me God why me......
Would i ever have friends who like me for me......
Would they accept my mistakes.....
Would they.......
With all my imperfections.......
Would i ever be loved by anyone.......
I'm supposed to be a good person.......
I'm supposed to do good.....
Why can't i......
Is this how i'm supposed to be.......
Sinful with no new beginnings........